aminah

new life:)

2009-05-14T19:31:00.000-07:00

Starting a new life now!:)
New Begining to a whole new level!
Taking things slow..
But still missing my secondary school friends!
you people will be missed!
anything just text mi k peeps!
i will be using less computer now as i will be studying immersely!
i have to achieved my goals!
love you all peeps!:)
minah!

2009-02-15T09:07:00.000-08:00

hello people! anis here. helping this friend of mine to update her blog. i guess she's just too busy with work till she has no time to update it. and its been so long since i last met her. but we'll be meeting soon this friday! yeay. (: okay, shall stop here. a few sentence would be enough. at least it doesnt look dead. haha. tataaa!

and this is a beautiful picture of her. hahaha!

ps; she wont know till she logs in. and i'll surely get a scolding from her. hehe

2009-02-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

Outing with girlfriends are best.

i love them. =))
more outings pleassssseeeeee..
=X

EMPTY

2009-01-30T23:31:00.000-08:00

I
FEEL
SO
EMPTY

I
FEEL
SO
LOST

I
NEED
A
SHOULDER
TO
CRY
ON

WILL
HAPPINESS
STAY

OR

WILL
SADNESS
LAST

I
FEEL
SO
BREATHLESS

...
....
.....
......

Feelings

2009-01-26T09:59:00.000-08:00

Feelings:
Been having this uneasy feelings in me.I don't know if its a good thing but its more of a bad thing i supposed.Had been thinking bot lots of stuffs and it really hurts seeing the relationship that was long lasting fading away!I don't know but actions speak louder than words.I mean at the end of the day everyone is going to a different directions!I have my hopes but not high cause i don't want to be so disappointed!I mean the feelings just pass by without any particular reasons but the feelings just grew stronger!Its sad seeing how things are!As much as i want to salvage the situation i feel that i should just let nature takes its course!No point making the move all the time cause one day i will be too tired to even make the effort.Trying my best not to give up and still trying very hard to hang on but it kind of seem impossible somehow!Should i or should i not let it go?I still think that i should let fate decide!I really felt exhausted thinking about all these!I want a break!Seriously!!!

I've got to move on and be who i am!
I just don't belong here!
I hope you understand!

new moon!:)

2009-01-21T23:06:00.000-08:00

OUTING:
Ytd badminton with galfrens!It was fun i must say!It was also cramp!Timimg was just not on our site!Had to rush but still late for work!Btw THANKS to nisha for you know what!It was really much appreciated!Felt bad doing so!It was so last min!Imah you too!For rushing you also!Hope u gals were fined with it!Someday k i will amend for it!

WORK:
Work was not easy i must say!Its tiring and KILLERS!Felt like quiting but its not that bad!I mean sales were much better than stock taking!Thanks far for helping mi climb those STUPID ladder which i really DETEST!But eventually i learnt how to climb the STUPID ladder!It was not that bad though!It just takes some skills!Also met some people there and they were cool!
1)Florence the flower!
2)Ifah the fly!
3)Shiling the chopsticks!
4)Wati the innocent!
5)Aminah & farhanah the laughter queens!
These people were damn good!They guide us patiently!Thanks to them!Seriously man i only want to do sales!I hate stock staking!Hope things will go smoothly!

BABE:
Apparently one of my galfren was changing her life by becoming a vegetarian!LOLs to her!She wanna lose weight!Hahax..She will only be eating FISH meat!Hahax..Then a group of us had a bet on it!The min she will go is 3 days the max is 1 month!We will see how long it will last!I mean its not easy being a VEGETARIAN!If its a decision make on an impulse then its definitely not going to last!But after careful planning and thinking and schedule are planned out i think it may last!Overall i wish this friend of mine ALL THE BEST!It takes a lot of DETERMINATION to do this kind of thing!I'm not discouraging you but telling you the reality of it!Whatever it is Follow Your Heart and you will never go wrong!

GALFRENS:
Hey i really miss hanging out with you gals!We will go out real soon yah!Its like time is not on our side now so we have to go out less often!But still our Botanic date is still on!Must start planning now!Hang Out Soon Yah Galfrens!

Life:
Now been busy with work lately!But still trying to fit my schedule so that i can hang out with galfrens soon!I should really hang out with JENNY!Your present is still with me!Miss you lots!Will catch up real soon with you!Just hang on yah!Atiqah i also miss u man!That time it was only a short meeting!Hai..Really miss your laughter!Meet up soon yeah!Reading NEW MOON currently!Thanks nisha for lending me the book.

RANDOM:
I really wish that time will pass by slowly.I really dread the future!I don't know!As much as i want to move on i still want to hang on!I'm feeling scared at the same time!Why am i feeling this way?Even i'm unsure about it!Will everything be lost?I'm still trying my best to make it last till eternity!Just wondering if things will go the way i want it to be?I'm LOST in a world of my own!Still trying my best to figure things out!

outing with galfrens was cool:)

2009-01-18T07:03:00.000-08:00

Thanks to Nishanthi & Farhanah!To nishanthi thanks for the friendship band!It was really cool.To farhanah thanks for the ice-cream treat.It was really nice!Great having galfrens like you gals!I enjoy myself to the max with u gals!And thanks yah for picturing mi in those long dreses w/o hair!Very funny!!So funny!And Thanks for laughing when i'm Angry!It was so funny!Lols hah! I'M ANGRY WITH GALS!Seriously!
Must really say that this two galfrens of mine took advantage of me in town!Its too much!I must stand up for my rights!No more BOTAK!Overall must thanks u gals for making my day so fun!!Love you gals lots!!To imah & anis will be looking forward to hang out with u gals too!!Next time yah!There will always be a next time!:)

Xia Lans Gathering:
Well on the 12/01/2009 the xia lans met up!Only ming wei,hung ann,ronald,nishanthi,farhanah,atiqah,halimah & nadia turn up!It was great spending time with each other after a long time!Dinner at KFC was much of a ridiculous place to have the reunion!But still we had lots of fun chatting like usual!mISS everyone so much!The reunion was much of help to cheer up!I must thank this Xia Lans Group of mine for their thoughtfull thoughts!They cheer me up when i really needed it!Thanks a lot guys!

5B cLASSMATES:
Thanks to Darren Ang,Er Yang,Ming Guan and the rest that motivate mi!Sorry if your name was not mention!Thanks for the motivation!Especially to Er yang it was pleasant coming from you-my seating patner!I will never forget you guys!I will cherish the moments i spend with you guys!

A New Life

2009-01-15T06:44:00.000-08:00

Results were not that good.Bad:(
Had to learnt the hard way and give myself a change of environment!
Hate how things are.
But keeping myself moving from the pain!
Taking all the courage i have to face the future!

finally updating..

2009-01-10T18:31:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
WELCOME 2009!!
i know its late but yet never too late!
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:

To find the right one!
To stay cheerful and happy!
To find happiness in everything i do!
Stay friends forever with my galfrens!
To go out more with galfrens!
To be a good girl so that nobody will be worried!
To study very hard for my future!
Not to let time past wastefully!
To give all my galfrens their birthday present!
To stabilised my emotions!
To take control of my emotions which is so vulnerable!
To watch NEW MOON on the day of release!
To spent Valentine's day 14/02/09 at Botanic Garden!
Be healthy!
Be safe!
Be secured!
To hang out with the Xia Lans more often!
To be less sarcastic!
To be protective of myself!
Not to let anyone take advantage of my weakness!

TO FULFIL ALL MY RESOLUTIONS IN 2009!

11/01/09:
Sunny Sunday!Tml will be THE day!Today just pass so slowly!I wish tml never come!But i still have to face it one day!Just wish that things will be smooth!Wishing good luck to all who will be taking results tml!Esp my galfrens,break a leg!I will be here whenever u all need me!Lets face the music tml no matter what the results are,we all will still be the best galfrens!Good Luck To All:)5b/08 too-All the best!

Nishanthi & Farhanah:
It was great spending time with u gals at MacDonald's!All those heartfelt words were from the bottom of my heart!Some were exasperating but still the meaning behinD those words!The stupid remarks that we make at each other was never taken to heart k galfrens!Those secretive questions should also stay between us only yah!!The related dance/shake to baby boy should also stay as a top secret!Lols..It was really great meeting WILSON too..The MAN of the day!Hahax..Mesmerising looks & personality that attracts..WoW:)For a moment PYRANA stop eating her POPCORN!:)AMAZINGLY SHOCKING!
No offence yah!!Its all for the sake of fun and excitedment!LOLS.

OPEN HOUSE:
Went to ngee ann,singapore & temasek poly!Of all these poly i prefer the people in ngee ann which were super duper friendly!The people were just great!For tp it was cool watching the mass dance!That was crazy i must say!Singapore poly was also exciting cause of WILSON existence!Overall it was great spending time with galfrens to explore the poly!!Must make life more happening!!:)

I LOVE MY GALFRENS LOTS!

stress

2008-12-29T07:31:00.000-08:00

I FEEL SO STRESS!!

which twilight boy is mine?

2008-12-26T01:43:00.000-08:00

Facebook Quiz:Which twilight boy is mine?
Edward is a true romantic, is very intelligent, is a great listener, likes to do things traditionally, is very protective and would sacrifice his life for his love in an instant. You are the perfect girl for this sexy vampire because you, too, are old-fashioned and devoted to love. Congratulations!
Did this quiz.well it was just a quiz so yah not to take it seriously.Lately it as been fun hanging out with my galfrens!!
Went out with anis to town and it was really fun!!hahax..thanks nis!then hang out with rosey at bugis!!yup that was lots of fun!!
Keep going out this few days till mum gut angry and i have a curfew!!But its only for a few days!!So its ok!!still looking for a job!!but just hanging around somewhere too..then also hang out with rosey and kaisa till .....!We know what happened!!It was so surprising of mi to do that!Weird!!Nishanthi up next with her super DIY tricks!!you really do have MAGIC FINGERS!!Thanks yah for ur help!!Far busy working and did not manage to contact u!!Imah just slacking at home and yah am too busy to call u but will do so soon!!
GalFrens i miss all of u!!Hang out soon yah!!

twilight

2008-12-24T04:46:00.000-08:00

TWILIGHT:
It was the MOVIE OF THE YEAR for mi!I simply love this awesome movie!Vampire loving a normal girl!Its sweet!!:)The guy Robert Pattinson (Edward Cullen)was freaking hot!!So mesmerising!Well i liked the first impression of him which was so cool.Still remember when he can't read the girl-Kristen Stewart (Bella Swan)mind.He was stuttering and trying to get away!So cute of him!!But i simply love the climax of the movie where the impression that either the guy/girl will die but nope they survive!That part almost make mi tear as i thought that one of them will die.But did not cause i like the flow of suspend the movie manage to capture!Adding on was the vampire family!Practically all the male vampire in the family was freaking handsome including the father which look so young!hahax!!This capture my attention lots!!The father damn hot lah!!I would consider him if Edward was not in the movie!!lolS:)
Btw lot of them told mi that the book is better cause in the movie they cut out a lot of part!I will read the book soon after i finished reading my novel.This movie make mi wanna be a VAMPIRE!I mean just the thinking not really in reality!But if such a Vampire family like the Cullen existed i don't ming being one cause its damn cool.its real this time..i will be a VEGETARIAN VAMPIRE!!

Town:
Watch twilight with galfrens-Nisha,Imah,Anis,Farhanah,Rosey,Aishah and mi at cine cathay.I hate the service there!Totally sucks..Then headed to Far East Plaza to eat next!Then after shopping headed home!Then mi,farhanah & nisha headed to amk mac to chit chat and also to have a drink!We saw meng which sadly did not acknowledge us as friends!Instead he and his friends stare at us!!It was sad seeing my own squadmates/friends doing this!I mean we spend years knowing each other but just an instant to forget!Very disheartening!But am lucky that the rest of my squadmates still is hanging on to our friendship!Such as ming wei,eu hao,hung ann,ronald,lim,nisha,halimah,nadia,farhanah,atiqah and lastly mi!We went through ups and downs together through the hard times and it will really be difficult to forget each other just like that!I guess people change just like that!Still hanging on to the XIA LANS FAMILY!!:)THANKS squadmates for all these encouragement all these years!

saw jj twin at town!

2008-12-19T23:03:00.000-08:00

jj twin in the vest
the ngee ann poly students:)love them!!
e vehicle passing by:)

went town with nisha ytd in the afternoon!main purposed was actually to accompany mi to a job interview!but oh well it didn't turn out well.so yah..then walked around town and saw a few vehicle passing by which was so beautifully decorated!!then was tired so rested at a road side mac which was so cooling man!its like so cool:).wonderfull.settled for quite some time then was on the way to cine then passed through taka,at the tentage there was a performances by ngee ann poly students!they were playing like drums & instruments which they carry it around their waist which was so cool!then its their music which carries the best beat and tempo which attracts mi!i really love this group man!then also saw jj twin which was so cute!his hair and the $*^% so cool!!i really love this group lots!!manage to take a pic of them!!haha..then get FREE kacang pUtih!wow!!ORCHARD ROAD is now so cool!!also saw Yvonne!!she changed a lot man!!but the height still the same!she say we look different!!hahax..everyone is growing i guess so that's why the change!love ytd lots!!things were just going smoothly!!

explosion at home!

2008-12-18T18:26:00.000-08:00

Today:
was woken up by a loud explosion sound coming from the kitchen.The effect was very loud/strong which managed to open my door with full force!I thought that i was dreaming and its just my imagination but nope it was true when mum was also woken up due to the loud noise!She then check on dad which happened to be at the kitchen.She hurriedly wakes mi up and say that there was an explosion!I was obviously very blurr with what has happened!But when i get to the kitchen there was a burnt smell which was very strong!Next i saw dad which was hurt!his right side of his body was badly affected!His right side of hair,eye lash & his moustache was burnt!I was sad seeing dad like that!Mum hurriedly bath to send dad to the doctor!My sis then call the gas man to come and take a look!The man came and check on the gas stove and so on!The explanation he gave was that my stove was the problem!It was too slow then the gas was forming up and the fire did not light up!So when dad try to light up the fire explode to dad!So that was what happened!I was much relieved that dad was fined except for some burns on his body!he got an mc today!he should rest and not touch the stove again!lesson learnt!fire is freaking dangerous!its scary too!
MS NO GOOD:
well finally finished watching this movie!well the ending was cool but how i wish they will go Germany to see the Christmas tree together.But overall this movie was very nice to watch!it show the true meaning of self confidence and a lot more!This show made PAN WEI BO MY IDOL!He rox man!He is so handsome and cool!!I LOVE PAN WEI BO!<3

fate????

2008-12-18T05:00:00.000-08:00

FATE:
i mean should i believed in it?when i don't want to meet you i saw u at my house bus stop!then its like weird?why?i mean i don't know.that all i can say!but i wish to end it here and nothing more!
TODAY:been busy watching MS NO GOOD!the show freaking funny man!i love it lots!!its getting more & more exciting!!i watch the show till my neck was super stiff!!so yah!!but still loving it!!bye peeps!!got to watch the show!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY:)

2008-12-17T02:26:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY!
babe.finally u turned 17!hope that all your wishes come true!all the best in your future journey.forget mi not!thanks for always being there for mi and never leave me in the lurch!thanks yah for your support all these time!stay happy!and really a big thank you to u and your cousin for teaching mi how to play pool!also thanks for the secret recipe treat!thanks a lot dear!it was fun spending time with u,when most of the time we will be laughing-LOLs!you have been a Encouraging friend that i have!i will never forget u cause ur special in ur ways!thanks jenny!

TODAY:
was rotting at home!well actually time was used to watch MISS NO GOOD!Its a funny movie man!I'm still half way there!So got a lot of catching to do!Hai jenny is in KOREA now,can't celebrate her birthday with her!BUT still HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO JENNY AND MAG!!GTG!Movies coming up!!!!bye..

JENNY I MISS YOU!!

ATIQAH I MISS YOU TOO!!

busy with work!:)updates now!

2008-12-16T02:00:00.000-08:00

5B GATHERING AT MRS CHUNG HOUSE:
Well it was fun seeing part of 5b gathering together.We were all so happy playing games till we turn mrs chung house into a CASINO!But oh well it was really a splendid moment for all of us sharing joy as a class one more time!I wish for that moment that the time would stood still and we all could just spend time with each other forever!But the time pass by fast and all of us went home sweetly from mrs chung house!But it was really an unforgettable day!5b rox!i simply love them all!:)
4 DAYS WORK AT ESPLANADE:
the first day was ok working with anis and farhanah!they were easy to get along with and yah the day was over just like that!it was tiring but still all of us manage to work with each other well. the second,third,fourth day of work suxs!working with the 2 guys was really unpleasant!they are like gays!they don't want to be separated and cause of them i got a scolding!it was really difficult working with them!they really are new to the working world!they still have a long way to go learning the ropes!but i must say they are hardworking and always on time but they have to learnt to be professional and independent!this must be a new experiences for them and i hope that they learnt their lessons!get to know cik mariana which was so cool!she rides a motorbike at the age of 50!cool man!she is my idol!hans was cool too with his long rock hair!but hans brother is more cuter with that hairstyle!anis know what i mend!lols..
MET JENNY AT HUB:
went to meet jenny before she left!oh i will miss her lots when she leave.jenny i will definitely miss you babe!don't forget me k!and yah HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY JENNY!SORRY..did not celebrate with you before you went off cause was busy working!but will definitely get you a BIRTHDAY present!miss you!:)
SHOPPING WITH ROSEY:
Went town with rosey and her sister!
Went shopping with rosey and her sister!supposed to have 5 of us going but then only 3turn up!its ok!normal for such things!spend a great time chatting,shopping,laughing with them!i love their company!their rox my world man!bought a dress-simply love it!bought a watch too..was really shopping!enjoying it!took lots of pictures too!walf from orchard to dobby ghout!was freaking tired when reached home but was elated!sad for aishah-BIRD SHIT!LOLs!
2 DAYS WORK AT HERAN:
Was working at heran-japanese restaurant:sokudo if i'm not mistaken!the people there was so swit by offering me ice lamon tea and also by helping me untie the string whe i was in a hurry!thanks yah gerls in kimono plus e manager which was all kind souls!had fun chatting with some of them!their names are:eunice,annnabel,then cannot remember anymore!but there were all so sweet!its just that i didn;t get to sit down!but overall it was ok!i enjoyed:)
SENTOSA WITH GALFRENS:
Had a sentosa outing on the 15th which was ytd!i msg all the gerls and asked them bot this outing but was really dishearten when most can't make it, worst of all did not even replied to my msg saying if they can go or not!Oh well can't be bothered!at least i make the effort but since you don't bothered then why should i?next time don't even think bot it!oh well only me,halimah,farhanah,anis,rosey & aishah went!at least there was still people going!was fun playing frisbee and i was dragged into the water by anis & farhanah!it was cold and i don't want to went in but they pulled mi in!i was freezing cold man!thanks yah!rosey and aishah was camoring instead!while we were busy playing they keep taking pictures!forgotten that rosey was a tourist!LOLs!imah then went off earlier,,sad but...we then wash up and headed for the luge and sky ride!ONCE IS NEVER ENOUGH!its true i must say!it was freaking fun!i really bum into a lot of people due to my lousy driving skills at first but later on i was an expert!lol..had fun later on touring sentosa and taking hundreds of pictures!love u gerls man!

work at sengkang swimming complex was cool:)

2008-12-05T19:54:00.000-08:00

Was working at Sengkang Swimming Complex!I really LOVE the pOol!It was like the big splash with all the slides!Even though it was a little bit smaller compare to Jurong but it was splendid!Will definitely go there wif family & friends for a swim!It was a Family Day for the NS-POLICEMen!aS Expected there will definitely have lots of guys!Truth is some are hot,dashing but none catches my eyes!Lol..Work with a few of the guys which was station with us!Some of them was not bad!Especially the one that likes to play with helium to make his voice cartoonist!But he was a nice chap overall which take for us "fruit punch" after some remarks!!hahax..there was also another young NS Chinese guy which was like "ming wei"!He is really like him as in the character!He is very cool,quiet,gentleman-just like how ming wei would behave!Chatted with him and realised that he was not bad!Too bad he is old!lol!!22 is considered old for mi i supposed!BUT was fun spending time with Missy ROSE!The 23 year old lady that lost so much weight!It was GREAT!Thanks Missy Rose for the interesting stories and lots more!Hope you will find happiness soon!LOL!The pictures will have to wait till missy rOSE send mi!So yah!!

Watch Movie With Galfrens!

2008-12-04T04:58:00.000-08:00

Watch FOUR CHRISTMASES with gALFRENs today!It was really a funny show man!I really enjoy it like nobody business!I laugh the loudest and longest!Nishanthi even called mi a "_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ "!Its like WTH!the show damn funny can?Also cannot blame me for shaking the chair when i laugh!Blame the management for such bad chairs!LOL!Halimah was sad cause NOBODY bought POPCORN!But when i offered you reject mi!So it was too late!hahax..Don worry there will be some other time For POPCORN!lol!Went to have some FRAPPE TOO!i was being INDECISIVE!I get the word ok!lol..was fun hanging out with galFRENS!Oh yah..i had a new look too..don't want to elaborate more!tml will be working and will definitely miss hanging out with galfrens!But U ALL ARE DEFINITELY LOved!

time for update

2008-11-30T02:56:00.000-08:00

Farhanah B'dae Celebration:Overdue Pics

Time was used wisely today!
Upload all the pics at friendster!
wATCH Korean drama-MY GIRL AGAIN![its really a good show!]
Waiting for tml:class gathering at JANJAN house!
THANKS TO ANIS FOR CHANGING MY BLOG SKIN!YOUR BEING LOVED!

GalFrens we sure need to spend more time hanging out!I really miss those times we spend together!Those times just seems so short.We sure need to go SENTOSA together!But well it will just be us!!Those remaining ones i supposed!Names shall not be mention cause u Noe who u are!Waiting for reunion soon!

The Time We Spend Together Seems So Short!

working life?

2008-11-29T06:10:00.000-08:00

WORKING LIFE IS A WHOLE DIFFERENT ASPECT!
well just started working two days ago and it was a whole new experience for me!Its a crucial world out there man!Its all bot business and no mistakes should be tolerated!Well its only the beginning!There is still much more to learnt! Its was OK working there. I learnt quite a number of stuffs.Now my finger really hurts!But will not be working tml!!hahax..can relax my hand!
FEELINGS:
I just felt that I'm too kind.I'm too good to the people around me till they took advantage of it!Sometimes how i wish i could just tell that somebody that i hate how they are treating me but i just can't.Those hurtful words can't seem to come out from my mouth!I will just kept quiet and try my best to ignore/forget the incident!However i don't like it cause I'm suffering inside and i hate to be used!My patience will run out one day!Such as Punctuality?I simply hate people who are late!I just can't understand why they can't be punctual?Its all about the Principle of your life which boils down to the attitude!If i bother to be go the extra mile to be punctual then i just don't understand why i should be the one waiting for you!I mean its OK to be late once in a while but more than 3 times is just too much.Sometimes something unexpected happen at the last min,I can understand and i don't mind waiting!But if its all the time then i think I am just being too kind!This is what i can't stand!WAITING!Its a waste of time!From today onwards,whoever is late i will just say 'GOODBYE'.And when i say 'GOODBYE',it means forever!Sorry is not the solution to this problem but its the attitude that matters!I will change the way i want my life to be!I don't want anyone to control my life anymore!

ITS ALL ABOUT THE ATTITUDE!

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3

2008-11-26T05:25:00.000-08:00

DID THIS WITH NISHA
WATCH HSM3 TODAY

You Peeps,I watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 today!Finally i watch it!I am so elated.Actually a big THANKS to NISHANTHI!You know why!Well i did sand art today!I must really say that it was one of the 'COOLEST' thing i have done so far!It was a nice experience though.It was for my work so yah!OH yah i found a work!I will be starting tml and good luck to those kids i'm going to work with!hmm..was kind of crazy jumping for joy when nishanthi decided to watch HSM3 which was still screening and i still can't believed it that i have watch the movie!Throughout the movie i was like a small kid screaming and laughing out supper loud!Furthermore there was less than 15 people in the cinema.So don't need to bother bot others being disturbed.The show was SUPERB!It makes me think bot my situation too!I'm graduating and yah prom nite was over last week.Prom nite was GREAT!Finally saw the different side of everyone who attended.I must say that all look amazing!I think the pictures best explain the event!Currently will be waiting for class 5b gathering at Mrs Chung House!

HOW I WISH I CAN TURN BACK THE TIME!

kasih yang suci

2008-11-16T00:07:00.000-08:00

I simply love this novel!it makes mi carried away day and night!Finally i managed to finish the novel today with a delightful feeling!I seriously love the way the story goes!And how I'm wishing that this novel could be seen as a movie!It simply rox man!
This novel make me learnt a lot of things!
1st:Its better to be in love with someone who loves you more than you love him/her!
2nd:However hard/icy the person heart is,with determination & patient her/his heart will melt!
3rd:You can never separate a mother love towards her own children!
Oh well,will get another novel to read so that my life will be more happening!

Feelings:
Well..this few days i just keep telling myself to be more composed with all the decisions made around mi!However disappointed i am i will still stay cool and accept the fact!sometimes i just felt that i am too kind to everybody!This is what happen to me!Being step on the head all the time!How i wish i could be overbearing at times!I don't like to be push around anymore cause I'm not a spare tyre!Somehow i just can't!Slowly i realised that the only thing that i can do is to drift apart to let myself to be carried away!I guess time will heal wounds that really hurts deep down inside!

CHERRY ACTUALLY MEANS CHERISH!
If only someone would give me a cherry to show how much he/she cherish mi!But its all fat hope!I will never get it!

i saw rihanna live at orchard!

2008-11-14T04:09:00.000-08:00

I SAW HER TODAY!:)
Today:
Cooked fried spaghetti for imah & nishanthi!unfortunately,nishanthi can't make it so farhanah came and had her share!imah look sweet in make up-[seriously].after all had ended,went out with farhanah to town for a job interview!metro so yeah.it was ok i guess.and guess what:i saw RIHANNA!yes the singer!i saw her entering a jewelry boutique!wow!she was tall as her high heels was like 10 inches high i guess!she is a true babe i must say!yah her bodyguards was like looking at us cause we were looking at her and thought that we will chase after her!so sorry its too low class for mi to do that as she was not that friendly!!so yah just continue my journey home!Headed home alone as farhanah watching a movie which i'm so not interested in!Took the train home and my earpiece thing drop beside this guy shoe!i was liked should i or should i not as him for help!my decision was yah!i gather all my courage just to tap him on the shoulder and asked him if he could help mi get the thing!he was a super gentleman guy i must say!his cool hair and sweet voice is just making him cute!he help mi take it and even give me a wide smile making mi smile too!but oh well..it was nice sometimes to take a ride alone as you will never know what will happened just like today!i met a gentleman!

SOMETIMES YOU JUST NEED TO BE ALONE!!

time management

2008-11-13T04:27:00.000-08:00

hari raya
Good times pass so fast when we were enjoying some last moments together.it was really one of the best hari raya outing with all.even though all were not there but it was really an enjoyable day that i will remember.
TODAY:
went out accompany mum for interview but i don't think its suitable for her.so yah.also went fairprice Xtra with mum and yah i saw "TALL" with his mum!lol was shocked but not bothered!up next accompany nishanthi to buy the 'pants'.finally she have it thanks to me!she also bought an eye liner also thanks to mi!credits to mi-minah!wanted to book court just now but farhanah could not went out!so will be booking tml i guess.wanted to but accessories today but was too far and tired so some other day then!
FEELINGS:
mixed emotions these few days!should i follow my heart or should i follow my brain?all is my precious but why am i stuck in this position.being too direct could hurt but keeping it could be a burden!a load on my shoulder?what should i do to be fair?

PARTIAL OR IMPARTIAL?

got a dress

2008-11-12T04:33:00.000-08:00

loving it :)
Dress finally found one.
Felt so relieved.
I LOVE THE DRESS SO MUCH!
Credits to mom for finding it for mi.
Tired but worthIt!
Much more to do!:)

my 100th post

2008-11-11T04:45:00.000-08:00

BEING OPTIMISTIC

My 100Th post:
Ms Rose:
I definitely miss you so much!Instead i will be waiting for you to come back home!Well its a matter of days.Will await your return with excitement!
Mrs Chung:
Hoping that you will be happier and get through the times ahead cheerfully.you still have 5b support!:)cheer up!
Me:
Finally O level is over!Filled with excitement!Enjoying life at the moment!Finally a load off my shoulder.Work is what i aimed next!If not i will just take up baking from my aunt!Who noes i will make business from it!LOL!Will be busy with prom nite stuffs-shopping & so on!Looking Forward to it!

WISHING THAT I AM OPTIMISTIC INSTEAD OF PESSIMISTIC

its going to be over soon..

2008-11-08T20:29:00.000-08:00

5b :)
i will miss you guys!!

FAREWELL ASSEMBLY

2008-10-11T18:34:00.000-07:00

PICTURES MEANT A THOUSAND WORDS

FAREWELL ASSEMBLY
well its over.i mean the journey of secondary school life.5 years in amkss was full of sweetness and and bitterness.but i will keep all this memories with me!its sad seeing all the teachers that used to teach mi all come to an end.maybe I'm used to their loved and care and it seems so sad seeing all these over in just a second.well i supposed to be well prepared to leave the school but i must say that its hard to move on as I'm deeply attached to amkss!5b have come thus far!it was not easy to get where we are now!from a class every teacher hates going in to a class every teacher yearns to go in!i must say as a class we went through thick and thin to overcome every obstacles that we were facing.after 3 years i must really say that i will miss 5b deeply!this class have give me a sense of belonging and also the place where I'm comfortable.i guess i have to get out of comfort zone and move on and accept what fate has lies for me!but i will never ever forget all the teacher that has touched my life and also friends that was there for me when i needed them!hugging the teacher was the most difficult thing to do!that would be the last hug and goodbye to their love.thanks and goodbye to all the teachers who have guided me thus far!thanks for all who never give up and still believed in me!i will always remember you all 5b(08)!

wat are friends for?

2008-10-02T02:52:00.001-07:00

WHAT ARE FRIEND FOR?

how i wish i am impassive!then i will not be this way!what are fiends for?i wonder?people change drastically!well i guess time will heal wound!thanks guys for cheering me up!only true friends stay in time in need!

Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.

taking things to my stride

2008-09-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

1 more day and its HARI RAYA!time pass so fast and today will be the last day of fasting month!well..its sad leaving this holly month but there will still be another one next year! i really miss my late grandfathers and grandmother.especially my grandfather:i will never forget those time where u feed me and always standing up for me!thanks but i will always remember you grandfather!i will have to bear with what I'm going through.i will pray for all of u OK!just hope that my prayers will reach out to u all!to those that are still alive,a piece of advice to all of you:APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED ONES BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!SHOW THEM THAT YOU CARE FOR THEM!OPPORTUNITIES DON'T COME KNOCKING ON YOUR DOOR ALL THE TIME!FORGIVE & FORGET SOMETIMES WILL BE THE BEST SOLUTION OUT!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS FRIENDS!
JIKA ADA SILAP DAN SALAH,HARAP DIMAAFKAN!

busy with hari raya perparation

2008-09-28T15:06:00.001-07:00

had a busy weekend cleaning the house.was very tired but still have to.no choice as hari raya is approaching.a few more days to fast and its over but there's sadness leaving behind the fasting month.there will still be next year so i have to cheer up!now its full speed of hari raya treats.cleaning & more cleaning these few days.well..endurance as its going to be over soon when hari rays comes.but still have to juggle with time well as 'o' level is round the corner too..no fooling around!
JIA YO 5B!WE CAN OVERCOME THE HURDLE OF 'O' LEVEL AS A CLASS!!
TO ALL MY FREIENDS:STUDY HARD FOR 'O' LEVEL AS THIS WILL BE THE LAST LAP!

buka at amirah cafe with cikgu shaiful

2008-09-26T21:36:00.000-07:00

buke with ckg shaiful at amirah restaurant and a whole lot of fun with the gerls!

STUPID SYSTEM

2008-09-19T05:32:00.001-07:00

STUPID COMPUTER!
WAITED A LONG TIME TO UPLOAD THE PICTURES ON MY BLOG!
BUT IT WAS ALL UNSAVED!
SUPER ANGRY!
WILL BLOG ANOTHER TIME!
REALLY ANGRY!!
WASTE MY TIME!!

thanks friends

2008-09-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

13th September 2008:
my surprised b'dae cake
its fruit cake my favourite
thanks 2 all that contribute for e cake!
thanks imah 4 e sweet card
thanks wani e socks is cute
love all my present

thanks for e card
e lovely lilies
thanks faizah 4 e bear & rose
thanks jenny,sharon,yam hong:)
thanks wifey for e make up kit..
me & my beautiful wifey
me & jenny
the surprise b'dae cake
close up on balloons
thanks for helping far:)
balloons from Mr shah & wife
mi & anis
el,mi,nis
mi & el
mi,jia min,roy
thanks for coming!

To all my friends that came to my house,thanks for coming!All the present was much appreciated and loved especially the birthday cake!The efforts was much loved!To my friends who have went through all the troubles in planning my birthday treats,great thanks to you all!I was realy touched by all that you all have done!Thank you once again!!No words can describe how touched i was!It was really sweet of all of you!I will never forget my 17th birthday that i spend with you all!I LOVE YOU ALL!!THANKS:)

1 MORE DAY

2008-09-12T05:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPINESS
I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD!
1 MORE DAY AND I'M 17th YEARS OLD..
HOPE THAT TML I WILL HAVE FUN..

painful memories of getting scalded by hot water

2008-09-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

despair

something happen to me!painful memories..
getting scalded by the hot water!ouch..hurts!!
will not elaborate more..
went to see doctor and
declare that i have a slight fever!
was shocked to hear that!
thought that i was just a bit unwell & in pain!
whatever it is i must say that I'm INDEPENDENT!
went to see the doctor alone!was the first time.
well medicine & lotion to recover these 3 days!
Saturday must recover!
i believe i can!

wifey:i love u man!thanks for the support all this while!
nishanthi:thanks for accompany me plus the free :)!enjoy it & love it bestie!
jenny:thanks for ur concern!will take care kay!it will be only the 2 of us kay!
faizah:yes..i will listen to ur advice!thanks!
halimah:its purely fate i guess to be so unlucky!but smt gd will come out of it!

sometimes it hurts to learnt about the truth but well i have to face it!suffering deep inside but only i know what is best for me!moving with the waves of the oceans.slowly but eventually i will forget all those painful memories.time will heal the wounds lying deep inside mi!trust need to be rebuilt when it is lost but as for now trust is a word that is not included in my dictionary.it hurts but i still have others even if i have lost u forever!let fate decide if i should still hang on to the friendship?a leopard never change its spot i guess..its all bullshit!

let the pics talk

2008-09-04T06:31:00.001-07:00

friends corner:
the ladies :)
mi wif sharon e babe :)
far.aminah,jenny :)
mi & koie :)
the babes wif the hunks :)
my childhood friend-hazim :)
the tall er yang :)
my favourite jennynut :)
THE BLACK GANG :)
teacher's corner:
ms rose :)
mrs chung
mr liu :)
cikgu shaiful :)
mr tan :)

had enough

2008-09-02T19:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOK ZHEN!

Feeling emotional these few days..tears just keep rolling down my cheeks.y must all these happen to me?i always let u all be my priority as family but if anything were to be blame its got to be me!even when my things were destroyed or lost?i just hate it!always getting the blame for everything & keeping quiet!forget it aminah!u are hopeless!!

to think that i trust u so much!i was stupid enough to be used by u!its all the same!friends just push mi aside when they found someone else!i'm just a piece of living thing that people used to accompany them when they have no friends.what do u all of u Treat mi as?RUBBISH?please stop using me anymore cause i will now change and not be as caring as before as i will not let anyone used mi anymore!keeping quiet does not means that i'm happy.deep inside me is actually hatreds!don't ask who cause u have to ask yourself how u treat mi as a FRIEND?so much for calling u a FRIEND!u should be called a FRAUD rather then FRIEND!

GET A LIFE MAN!
USERS!
FREAK OUT!

happy day to everybody

2008-08-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

still hanging on for 3 years

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA MIN[WIFEY]!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CALVIN[SISTER]!
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

Prelims are finally over!!
DnT coursework are finally over!!

'O' LEVEL COMING!!

FASTING MONTH COMING!!

THANKS TO NISHANTHI & HALIMAH FOR THE SURPRISE!WAS REALLI SHOCKED AND TOUCHED BY THAT!

after all that has happen to me ,i realised that it actually took 5 years to know who your real friends are!4 years is just too short to know who they realli are!even i realised that!5 years to know who my true friends were!thanks for always being there for me when i need you guys!names shall not be mentions but its all in the heart!sad but its the truth!time will show a person true colours!

botanic garden

2008-08-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA & HAZIM!
Bravos to imah & atiqah for helping me finish my food!
Tuition was much appreciated & thanks FAR for getting both of us lost in finding which floor!
Thanks nishanthi for the jokes!lol:)
Hope that nadia will like the present!:)
I saw lots of 'green jenny' swimming!lols:)

i was here
candles
chocolate car

remind us of Perak

I SAW LOTS OF JENNY :)

i cut my hair!

2008-08-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

FINALLY I CUT MY HAIR!
LET THE PICTURE DO THE TALKING!!

AFTER STUDYING:)
MI & FAR AFTER CUTTING HAIR!
MY NEW LOOK!
FARHANAH

o level malay turns out bad

2008-08-12T02:38:00.000-07:00

12/08/08:
Malay o level is out!i was disappointed with my result!its so low than what i set myself to aim!sobsob!yes i cried but i will definitely pull my socks!thanks galfren for cheering me up but still i have to cry my hearts out in order to feel better!get over with it and study hard to get my aims!never give up!
11/08/08:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANSELM & ER YANG!
NO MOOD TO BLOG!....
STUDY ONLY!!!!
:(
CUTE WAS HOT W/O SPECS!
KEKASIH IS HOT!!

very elated

2008-08-07T03:36:00.000-07:00

FINALLY FINISHED MY ARTEFACT!!
yes..hahax..finally i finished my artefact!now can fully concentrate on folio plus studies!the feelings was superb!nobody knows how it feels like to complete something that seems never ending!7/8/08 is a very happy day for me too..things are just going too smoothly!i will need to really buck up and really study till 'o' is over!i know i can't afford to slack anymore!full speed minah!to all my friends:WORK HARD AND DON'T GIVE UP!
THANKS MRS CHUNG FOR THE CARD & WISHES!WAS REALLY TOUCHED BY ALL OF THAT!
GALFRENDS:well..all of you tell me that i have a choice to make but again i can't and i will not!2 more months to go!so I'm just going to enjoy the sight-seeing of both of them!u know what I'm talking about!
things are just getting more and more exciting each day.i'm loving the excitement!it feels great seeing hmm!!!but will not neglect my studies!so don't worry galfren!studies is my priority!

keep things up!

2008-08-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

JUNIOR REDFISHH:CONGRATS ON BEST CADET AWARD!PROUD OF U!
well.thanks to all for your concern!currently am feeling better now!much secure with the situation now!I'm OK now!taking things to my stride!busy focusing studying and preparing for prelims & o level!not getting too emotional as time is running out for me!target to finish artefact tml!then can concentrate on folio & other subject!d&t have really take a lot of my time!hardly study as folio & artefact is killing me!yet still persevering!i can do it and yes i will!

STUDYING DILIGENTLY!

relax..i'm fined..

2008-07-31T05:33:00.000-07:00

I NEED TIME!
THANKS to all that cares!i'm ok to begin with!its just that i'm having
EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN!
Just can't seem to be happy!but its ok!coping through slowly!i really need a mini break!thanks again!i really appreciate it!loved to all..:)
chem-lol..practical was funny..end up everyone ask each other!lol..but enjoy myself!
english-i did my homework k!its just one ws i nvr do!
physics-was doing my best!was studying & asking qns diligently!
recess-eat with galfrens & fat lose so she put all the dishes!lol..
malay-ckg was too stress due to some reasons..we understand!relax kay!
maths-slacked..do 1 or 2 qns only!
assembly-3/4 class play[was ok,very hilarious..lol]3/5 class play-true story..[i totally agree with e story!]
d&t-did artefact but did not finished but not to worry its finishing!some problems only but will be solved soon!!
juniors-helped junior.was ok!hope they learnt from mistakes!practice makes perfect!
aminah-feeling ok..still need time to start trusting the right person!be more realistic in life!making used of every seconds in my life!enduring the cracks in my heart!

TIME MEANS EVERYTHING!

be realistic

2008-07-28T02:30:00.000-07:00

GOT TO BE REALISTIC!
I realised that i have to be realistic!today somehow i sense that all these while i was cheated!but well..i still have to put on a brave front to them!Y?i hate to be fake but no choice!I'm being push to a dead corner and yes i must totally agree that in this world you can trust nobody but only yourself!i have to be self-reliance!just hate being used!its like I'm always there for you but when it comes to ME,u were seldom there when i need u!now then i realised that i was stupid enough to be fool by you!when there was nobody u ask me for companion but when u have companion u just cast me aside!how stupid can i be!not asking much just doing my own business!being helpful cause myself to be fooled and used by others! enough is enough!now then i know who is my true friend!all of you are the same!!users!!!

GETTING THE FREEDOM THAT I SHOULD HAVE!

treasure

2008-07-26T07:00:00.000-07:00

LIFE IS PRECIOUS!APPRECIATE EVERY SECOND OF IT CAUSE U WILL NOT KNOW WHEN U WILL LOST IT!
well..its a tough day for me today..i had a bad stomach!was suffering in the afternoon!also had a weird dreams of funny people which some i don't even know them!it was a spinning day for mi!my headache is killing me!it makes me feel so weak!i just can't seem to do the right things!despite that i still studied!i did my Malay hw plus chemistry:revision for practical next weak!and also TYS!was feeling quite low today!i don't know why but tears just keep flowing down!i feel so emotional today!its like i realised how precious life is when i get to know smt..don't wish to elaborate!sickness;everyone went through it but what bot terminal illness?i just can't help but think bot this!!N whenever i rmb bot this i will cry!!Y must it happen to someone who is so kind and innocent?someone who is still learning?it makes me feel so weak but still..i can pull myself!!its tragic but life still have to move on!!from today onwards i will treasure my life & every seconds of it!i want to make every seconds valuable!NOBODY'S PERFECT!

birthdays

2008-07-24T05:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISHANTHI

YES..ms rose i have told cikgu already!
it has been a busy week for me!was too busy with everyday life esp studies!furthermore was sick this week!was even absent on Tuesday!had cough & flu!stayed at home!fat come over my house[so nice of her].we then study together!school is getting so tense with o level!its so near!i will not waste anymore time!studying all i can & ask whenever i don't understand even if I'm going to get a scolding!friday going gym after school then study together!will be tired but health is still important!also prepare gifts for galfrens!hope they like it even if it not nice!!will only give them next Monday!love galfrens lots!!ben 6:)

monday blues

2008-07-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

MINAH :)
MS ROSE CALLED!
chatted with her!it was great hearing her voice despite being so far away!well talk to mrs chung this morning during one on one!told her that now I'm studying very hard!i really want to get into tourism & management!don worry!now its full speed of studying!I'm not going to slack anymore and am going to chiong d&t by this week!hopefully it can be done!i will now be full speed studying so will not be blogging that much!hope that it will be the same for all!good luck to others!don give up!let all be nerds!:)
STUDY PEOPLE!

events

2008-07-12T22:03:00.000-07:00

it begins with me:)
different poses
ussss
mi & fat
mi,far,nisha
missing tiqah & nadia
we miss her
my bestie
hello..been busy studying!unable to blog everyday!!will only blog occasionally!!
11/July/o8:
ms rose called during Malay lesson around 9 plus!!she called most of us but only i picked up!talked to her and yeah she's doing fined there.she settled down and getting used to the time there!was a short conversation between her and galfrens but was really elated to hear her voice!really miss her but was glad that she fined down there!
12/July/08:
went to vivo with nishanthi!shop for her clothes.was hard choosing clothes for her!she is so picky!yeah, she bought this yellow top & blue prints dress thanks to me!was nice but she still thinks its too simple.we also bought this BESTIE neck less together!it was made of heart but was spilt into half!so one for me,one for her!was fun hanging out with bestie!enjoyed..
13/July/08:
stayed at home.study & TV!!was bored but its study time!!watched hell boy with family at home and on TV!lols..it was so funny when dad make fun of the hell boy horns!!it was so lols..dad so funny!!was still great staying at home too..must enjoy family time together.

ms rose is gone

2008-07-04T17:12:00.000-07:00

4Th July,send ms rose to the airport!i can't believed that she's leaving us!it was really a sad moment for all of us!as for me i was really sad!!not only was she a teacher to me but also she was a good/best friend that i have!!now i have one lesser friend to call & hang out with!!it really sadden me seeing her leaving us!!but all for a good reason 'study' so we just have to bare with it!tears rolling down some of our cheeks as we bid her the last goodbye!hugs & kisses to her!!all the best ms rose!hope you will enjoy your time there!to the last wish of yours i will help you convey it!!thanks a lot for the guidance you have gave me!!really appreciate it!:)

colours of life..

2008-06-29T05:16:00.001-07:00

sometimes purple is lovely
i used to like green
i'm loving red
yippee..finally common test are over!!!i felt so delighted..finally a load off my mind!!but now busy..starting to prepare hard for my o levels..also now i'm doing my folio!!hai..so much to do..also ms rose is leaving!!i'm going to be quite sad!!preparing for her stuffs too..its going to be a busy week coming up!!NOMAD too..study plus organising!!will not be blogging that much..will be so busy studying!!blog aside study first..i will only blog occasionally!!

i love my family

2008-06-24T02:09:00.000-07:00

i loved Monday so much!!i was fasting & yeah my whole family had dinner together!!they were all waiting with me for me to break fast & yeah i was so happy!!it has been a long time since the whole family sat down together for dinner at home..my family is loved..i felt so touched that i feel like crying..finally the family warmth is strongly felt by me!!also was the first time i don need to do anything as i was fasting.haha sis had to help out.i really miss those days..
Tuesday..things were back to normal..feeling the emptiness of the house.no laughter,no smiles,no warmth & no feelings of happiness but only sadness.well i must really tell myself that i can do it!!everyone is busy with work etc so i must compromise!life is like that!!seems so sad today despite telling myself to cheer up!!

to all of my galfren:
hey sorry if i have been mean to any of you by my so called offensive comments.it was just mend as a joke!really no hard feelings attached OK!!but to all thanks a lot for making my life so happy & full of laughter.jia yo galfrens we all can get through the hurdle of common test & Malay O level mother tongue!!we will mug hard together..

ps:i can do it..suffer now & enjoy later..:)

back

2008-06-19T23:04:00.000-07:00

well..finally I'm blogging..
Tuesday-had dnt & help ms rose clear her table.thanks ms rose for everything it was much appreciated.
Wednesday-went to vivo with farhanah.thanks for helping me put on weight & almost forgetting to alight at HARBOUR FRONT!!thanks ah far!!lol..it was damn funny..
Thursday-jennynut,pris & shu wen came my house.enjoy spending my afternoon with them.hope they liked e food i cook..study with them & yah gossip bot my childhood memories..to jenny i'm really cute when i'm small ok!!:)
Friday-going to nishanthi house.study & talking like normal..:)

staying away from all these so that it will be normal for me.avoiding is what i guess i have to do.leaving with no choice.hope that i can move on.slowly & i need time.u will never understand the pain i'm going through.

jenny house

2008-06-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

shut up

GET A LIFE!
workshop was closed.uncle was holding the key so was unable to do artefact!!AGAIN!!I'm super angry lah..everytime pospone when to finish??IRRITATING MAN!in the end mi,jenny,toh & alvin did folio in the foyer.boring man!!i want to complete my artefact!!1 day wasted & gone!!WTH!!went to KFC next with jenny,khairil & irfan!!eat then headed jenny house to study!!thanks jenny for teaching me maths & chem!!love you!!& thanks for the medicure too..was much appreciated even though it last for a few days only!!didn't know that jenny can sing & dance!!lol man!!we even duet e song got to go my own way!!lol..we did it..sang together..i even teach jenny sister English & science..haha jenny don't know what is diversity!!lol..thanks to me..:)no hard feelings jenny..thanks for sending me to bus stop.love you..:)

ps:thanks jennynut..

happy father's day

2008-06-15T06:48:00.000-07:00

mi:)
my emo bro
the worst popia
fish & chip
e fruit that they fight
happy fathers' day to dad

celebrated fathers' day.went to eat at banquet raffles hospital.mum wanted to try the food so much so yah ended up there..the food was ok..but it was super funny!mum fought with dad & sis over a plate of fruits..hilarious..i sat there laughing & taking pictures.lol man..went to bugis street but get out asap as smoke is terrible & mum hates it!!went home then.but was happy went bugis with family!!family is loved..:)

happy bithday elina

2008-06-13T05:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELINA

dnt:was not late but instead early.was second to reach workshop.i think i did quite well today..try to finish my artefact ASAP!!
maths:was late for lesson.had lunch with pris & jenny at KFC..thanks for advice girls..was really appreciated..
Dearest elina,
sorry for not able to make it to your b'dae treat!!had school..hope you enjoy yourself!!but once again HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!

quiz time

2008-06-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

1. At What Age Do You Which To Get Marry ?
hmm..i think its either 25 or 26..

.2. Have You Given Your First Kiss Away ?
hmm..its too personal..

3. Who Is Th Person You Trust Most ?
well..i guess its nishanthi..

4. Do You Have Enuff Confidence ?
most of the time..

5. If You Have One Dream To Come True , What would it be ?
i want to pass my o level..

6. Do You Believe In Seeing A Rainbow After Rain ?
yeah..i have seen it..

7. What Are You Most Afraid To Lose Now ?
truthfully my hair..

8. Do You Believe In Eternal Love ?
yup..nothing is impossible!

9. If You Meet Someone That You Love , Would You Confess To Him / Her ?
no,never!!I'm a girl OK!!i don do that!!

1o. List Out Three Things About Th Person That Tagged You .
they are loved..they are appreciated..they are viewed..

11. What Are Your Requirements For Th Other Half ?
cute,innocent looking,hilarious,tall & security!!

12. Which Kind Of Person Do You Hate Most ?
those who hurt people feelings & selfish!!

13. What Is Your Ambition ?
the truth is PILOT!!

14. If You Have A Fault , Would You Rather They Point It Out Or Not ?
YeaH..learnt from my mistakes..that is how i improve myself!!

15. What Is Th Most Important Thing In Your Life ?
my family & some of my friends!!

16. Do You Find It A Need To Have A Boyf / Gurlf ?
its not a need its a want!!

17. In This Point , Would You Rather Stay In Comfort Zone Or Try Something New ?
anything for me!!bring on the challenge..anytime..

18. What Kind Of Friends You Need By Your Side ?
Friends whom i can trust & not take me for granted!!

19. If You Have A Chance , What Would You Like To Change ?
my brain..i want to be more smarter!!

2o. Who Do You Wish To Spend Th Rest Of Your Life With ?
THE ONE!!

dnt

2008-06-12T01:46:00.000-07:00

the truth that never lie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAVIN
had dnt today & guess what!!it only last for 2 hrs plus!!well i must say that i'm so behind time!!buck up minah..its the teacher lah..i beginning to hate her..why?i want to finish my artefact ASAP!!its taking too much of my time.had maths too..mr sim i did study ok even though i had no mood to do maths.i asked qns.ok!!i still forced myself to do the paper.saw juniors having trg today.i walked pass np room to go to the toilet when suddenly they greeted me!!lol..i was so shocked!!didn't expect them to greet me!!lol..thanks mr siva for the lift!!it feels so good to have a free ride home..had an awful lazy day today!!tml again!!the same thing!!dnt for 2 hrs plus then maths then go home!!boring man!!

ps:learning things that make me realised how stupid i am all this while to being make used of!

too much

2008-06-11T05:43:00.000-07:00

Monday-watch kungfu panda with nishanthi and nadia..
it was a funny movie..i love it..funny man..will never expect myself to watch cartoon movie???halimah will know why..lol
Tuesday-watch made of honor with ms rose & halimah.it was OK lah..sweet show i can say..full of kissing scenes but overall OK..lovable..
Wednesday-watch Indiana Jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull with jenny..it was a unexpected show.full of surprises & was the best i guess..
thanks to all that accompany me watch these movies..u guys are loved..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS ROSE & MR VICTOR TAN!

dnt was cancelled today[mrs koh not feeling well]..in the end went to school for maths but get to know that it was cancelled too.. so send ms rose off & headed to Cathay to watch movie with jenny.[thanks for accompany]:)ok!!i have decided that this will be the last movie I'm going to watch!!i had enough..time to study minah!!so yah..no more movies..study come first..

ps:i'm so not going to care lah..its like i hate being forced to do things that i don't like..selfish freak..just shut up and yah i don't feel like talking to you!!

movies

2008-06-10T19:12:00.000-07:00

watch made of honour movie with ms rose & halimah.lol..the movie was so funny man..i love it..the guy is hot but old & the gerl is damn preety lah.

movie

2008-06-09T23:46:00.000-07:00

kung fu panda

watch kung fu panda with nisha & nadia..hahax..was funny man..enjoy the show..

quiz again

2008-06-09T23:31:00.000-07:00

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
i will just have to say goodbye to him..

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i want to be a pilot..

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
it will be held at a garden with lilies all around plus roses.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yup..but have to plan so that it will be right..

#5. what's your ideal lover like?
cute,innocent i guess..

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i don Noe..it all depend on the feeling..

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
just quietly cry one corner but wish him all the best.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes but i don Noe how to solve it..

#10. Is being tagged fun?
lol..

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
be more matured working in a job that i loved..& in the arms of my loved ones..

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family & friends..

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
interesting..

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
i would be rich & single w/o money how to lived?

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
go toilet..

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
all my loved can but not my body..

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one that my heart tells mi to pick..

#18. What type of friends do you like?
the ones that don hurt my feelings..will be there when i need him/her..

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
selfish,ridiculous,shameless..only know how to make me angry..

bbq

2008-06-08T22:40:00.000-07:00

wei li busy eating
wei en or hon yu?
yong bang & aunty..
food we bbq
in action
anselm extra
ibrahim so cute
ms rose cutting cake

went bbq at ms rose house ytd.bbq with seniors & the sec 4s.manage to start the fire..had a hard time managing it..seniors went to play ice & water at playground..was so funny.we were liked monkey..lol..lucky cause junior never saw us..
yong bang was the man for the day!!he rox..he start the fire and make it bigger & bigger.we even hav to force him eat..lol..ms rose was suprised with the cake..yes it was successful...it was very delicious..cheers to minah,far,atiqah & nadia for the cake..:)fun man..i really enjoy myself there..i wish ms rose enjoy herself too..
wei li-busy eating chicken wings & satay non-stop[ANTI-INCREDIBLE TALES]
yong bang-busy making fire alive..
anselm-only help to fan then eat..
sister-being chased by 'atiqah' & keep fanning him/herself..lol..
wei en-help after being scolded..
serene-help to bbq till hurt own hand..
barrie & farhanah-keep bbq their own mushmellow..!!!lol..lazy
hung ann-showing off his skates skills..
ronald & tze hao-busy playing cards..

xialans reunion

2008-06-07T17:42:00.000-07:00

kisses

hmm..xialans reunion didn turn out well..after rod they all went home..boring..sad man but at least met up with them!!ROD-OK..a parade held in the hall..interesting but parade square is more preferred.Ava was boring initially w/o the jokes they all make.overall,good job to junior for successful rod parade.now its study time..mug mug!!went to vivo next with far,nisha,nadia.LJS to eat dinner.headed to mini beach next where we soaked our feet.refreshing yet cold:)next up is the grass where we all lie down.[BUSHY]..WAS POKING US..lol..train home..far pull me to catch the train and its so funny cause it looks like i just slide like a ghost.lol..up next Nadia met with her primary school mates in NEL..lucky her.how i wish i met mine too one day.they were all guys and the one in shades/braces were super cute.the one in blue shirt so innocent looking yet cute..they super cute can..lol..but mi,far,nisha were busy talking about jelly,tuna & sardine..lol..only we know!ANTI-HORNY GUYS!long story behind it!had a funny & hilarious day with galfrens..i had fun..love u all man!!

PS:XIALANS REUNION NEEDED!!

something interesting

2008-06-05T00:40:00.001-07:00

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions till you've named the 20 peoples.At the end of this choose 3 peeps to do this (:
1)NISHANTHI
2)FARHANAH
3)ATIQAH
4}HALIMAH
5)NADIA
6)ANSELM
7)YONG BANG
8)CALVIN
9)SERENE
10)HUNG ANN
11)HUI MENG
12)MING WEI
13)FAIZAH
14)ANIS
15)LIM
16)EU HAO
17)AZLINAH
18)ZUL
19)ER YANG
20)JENNY

How did you meet #14?
in school sec 2..

What would you do if you hadn't met #1?
i would not have a fren to confine my problems to.

What if #9 and #20 dated?
nope..both are gerls.

What if #6th and #17th dated?
no!!never!!definitely a big fat no!!

Describe #3
she is lovely..innocent at times but always there for me when i need her.i love her!

Is number #8 attractive?
yes..very..he is my sister..he is also my darling..i love him/her too..my beloved sister.hahax..

Decribe #7
he now very handsome.better than last time.he could be a real hot dude one day..innocent litle yb!!

Do you know any of #12's family members?
yes!!his litle bro!!litle ming wei..of course i know him!!same school..cheecky ming wei..

What will you do if #18th confesses that he loves you?
lol..we are just good friends..no sparks..so yah..trully frens..

What language does #15 speak?
SMACK THAT!!lol..he speak this language..

Who is #9 going out with?
hmm..its either yong bang or calvin!!lol

How old is #16?
17 this year!!

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
a few days ago about the soccer match..i lose she won..

Who is the favourite singer/band of #2?
obviously kyle/click 5!!

Have you ever dated #4?
no!!she's a horny freak!!lol

Would you ever date #1?
no!!she is just a good friend of mine!!

Is #19 single?
yah..i think so..

What's #10 last name?
tan..

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
never..emo freak..frens onli..

What's the school of #3?
innova jc..

Where does #6 live?
ang mo kio near school..

What's your favourite thing about #7?
he's very soft spoken..like him like that..brother bang..

Have you ever seen #2 naked?
yes..in pahang..we bath togeher & yah i saw her naked!!lol

interesting qns..

sp experience

2008-06-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

SINGAPORE POLY
i had a lot of fun ytd at Sp open house..get to enjoy the choice of my own that is tourism!well went to Chinatown & learnt more about history there..enjoyable trip & memorable.the lecturer were quite hilarious.after the whole thing i really want to study hard for this course!!now i will really study damn hard for my dream course..no more playing a fool..aminah will now get very serious with her studies.so will be busy..not blogging as often anymore.'o' level is very important!!i must achieve my goals.

2008-05-30T06:32:00.000-07:00

TRUST

I am responsible. Although I may not be able to prevent the worst from happening, I am responsible for my attitude toward the inevitable misfortunes that darken life. Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have – life itself.
We're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone - but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy.
i will miss mr li

highlight of the day
-went for conquer O today!
-study chem diligently[thanks jenny]
-mr li tai seng last day teaching us!![i really love your teaching,sobsob]
-went eating with galfrens at HADY STALL!
-galfren were so bad..[disturb innocent people-hari raya,ramli sarip,banjir,cap,last warning]so mean..
-welcome to the club..i am not one of them!!definitely!!
-late for history but was not scolded.[mr choi teach us]-i learnt new skills..
-went to help ms rose[award night stuffs]as normal-biscuit provided!![lol]
-accompany ms rose to banquet then took a lift from her..[yippee free cap ride]

ps:can i trust you?i really don't know..helplessly devoted..

moving on

2008-05-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

detestable love
the path of moving on

Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I, in so many ways
Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am I, that it brings tears.
Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife
Lonely am I that i say goodbye
lonely am I that is the last of me

ps:goodbye to the old me..

shooting hah..

2008-05-28T05:39:00.000-07:00

the seniors
everlasting shooting memories

went shooting today!!it was weird!!can you believed it?
THE SENIORS WORE NPCC FULL U!!
everything went wrong!
aminah-left her skirts in np room & the crest broken on one side!!
linda-left her belt in np room!
nisha-left her boots in np room!
imah-looking cute with the skirt!![cutie]
far-something went wrong with her TUNA!![lol]
well..it went smoothly for all of us!!there were two 'pro' who actually bring in eggs to us[no hard feelings]!!superb man!!well seriously we did our best as we did not have any dry shoot!!relax girls,at least non of us were kicked out!!it was a best shot for everyone!!so yah great job peeps..the guys too..but i think that the officers were too much!!they were precisely picking on linda,nisha,barrie & wei li!!i pity them!!but its ok!!you have our support!!back home w/o transport!!sobsob..but was home safely!!

i have decided that today will be my last day waiting for people!!friends were late again!!i have to wait for a total of 30 mins for someone!!DO U KNOW THAT I HATE WAITING FOR PEOPLE?if i can tel myself to be punctual why can't they?furthermore they lived nearer than me!!trust me that the next time whoever is late by 5 mins i will be gone!!take my words!!i'm really serious!!i simply hate irresponsible people!!

i'm really hurt!!

2008-05-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

tears rolling down my cheeks

how can i stop myself!!these tears are hurting me!!the truth hurts but i can't take it anymore!!WHY?why must it happen to me!!what should i do?I'm lost!I'm stuck!how am i going to continue my journey?i really wish that this does not happen to me!!i am going to make a big decision in my life!!and i really am STUCK!!!everything is so important to me but yet i have to choose..how much it hurts to....tears drying up slowly but heart is very painful!!painful path ahead!!

The Person I Long To Be
The day light breaks again
Another day has begun.
But still no sleep has come.
My body is weary
My mind overworked.
I lie awake thinking
But what I am unsure.
I need to break free from the cycle I endure.
Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.
I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide
Unable to break free from the everyday flow.
This is not me I need to change, before time takes over
And I am unable to change.
I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary
And become that person I have always longed for.
Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.
Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.
Make changes in my life and help those in need.
I would like to touch everyone life in a positive way
And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

finally its over

2008-05-26T01:28:00.000-07:00

mi & danish
mi & daniel
hazim
mi & far
khairil
irfan

24/05/08-SAT
went for ptc.then headed to library to study malay.but was late & when i reached hazim & haris left cause they want to eat at home! left only me,far,khairil & irfan!study a little and left for KFC!they eat but not me as i was still full..then prof irfan goes on talking about cheese then all about fats!so prof of him!!it was so long winded but its OK!its all for far & my own good..headed for el house next..study a little then playground with her little cute nephew..so cute!!!headed j8for dinner-LJS!met my beloved sir Gabriel there!!i was so happy!!its been a long time & he is still as cute as ever!hahaxx..[botak still]had fun talking with him!good luck for 'A' level yah..
25/05/08-SUN
was spend wisely at home studying Malay!was studying for 1 whole day!moody too..was having headache..but was trying to impose MRT-MELAYU!
26/05/08
finally its over!!'O'level malay over!!feel so free now!the paper was ok!i tried my best!but yet still have to cross the hurdle of common test & o level!!this June I'm going to study very hard!!i want to pass my common test!!thanks cikgu for the MacDonald breakfast today!your being appreciated!!went home after that to complete homework for tml lesson!!no more slacking!!i have to work hard!!

ps::study hard for common test!!

2008-05-23T07:11:00.000-07:00

cikgu shaiful cake
had malay intensive today.. -celebrate cikgu shaiful b'dae. -we made the cake..lovely[i prefer the white one]there was pizza too by cikgu nad.thanks -went to watch movie with galfren:CONGKAK![hmm..not scarry as i expect it to be] -after that went out with far,lim,& hazim..headed to PS!lim left as he have jamming left mi,far & hazim.walk for a while then come back to amk for dinner. -at a car park saw a guy who fall from his motorbike in front of my eyes.oh man my heart almost jump out.it was super scary. -home feel sick.my stomach is in pain i don't know why.hate to be in pain.

the day that i was crash

2008-05-22T06:16:00.001-07:00

TEARS THAT REALLY HURTS

ITS ALL MY FAULT!YA BLAME ME!I'M RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING!TRUST ME THAT AFTER TODAY I WILL BE A TOTAL DIFFERENT AMINAH!I WILL STOP BEING CARING ANYMORE!I WILL NOT CARE ABOUT ANY OF MY FRIENDS.DO WHATEVER THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY!I CANT BE TRUSTED AND I'M JUST A STUPID MORON BEING TOO CARING!I WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING ANYMORE!I REALLY HATE BEING PUSH AROUND.USED ME WHEN YOU NEED,THROW ME WHEN YOU DON'T NEED ME!IF YOU WANT TO SAY ME SENSITIVE THEN GO AHEAD!CAUSE I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!BETRAYER CALL ME THAT!IRRITATING!I REALLY HATE TODAY!EVERYTHING JUST GO WRONG FOR ME!YOU DON'T NOE HOW MUCH IT HURTS BUT I PROMISE THAT I'M NOT GOING TO BE A BLOODY FOOL ANYMORE!TRUST IS GONE FOREVER!FEELINGS SO DO I HAVE THEM!BUT YOU JUST CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS!YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW DEEP YOU HAVE HURT ME!ITS OVER AND I'M BLEEDING.DON'T BOTHER ASKING ME CAUSE I WILL NOT ANSWER.FROM NOW ON I WILL SHUT MY BIG MOUTH UP AND SHUT MY EARS TOO!!CRYING OVER THIS WILL NOT MAKE ANY DIFFERENT BUT I JUST COULDN'T STOP IT!IT IS REALLY HURTING ME INSIDE!

2008-05-21T05:46:00.000-07:00

hope that we will last

FRIENDSHIP:
True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost.Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else.Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity. When friends stop being frank and useful to each other, the whole world loses some of its radiance.Friendship that flows from the heart cannot be frozen by adversity, as the water that flows from the spring cannogt congeal in winter.
GALFRENS:
I'm not trying to blame anybody but I'm really hurt just now cause it have reached the maximum.i was trying my best to hang out but i could not.yes,you can call me sensitive but i have the rights to get angry.my patient will run out one day and it so happen to be today!i need some time to cool down!I'm really having a hard time coping with stuffs so yeah..you all are still my galfrens..just need some time to cool down..
21/may/2008:
highlight of the day-
-malay intensive cikgu treat us grass jelly drink..was jellilicious..sweet stuffs but still thanks cikgu,it was much appreciated.
-in ms mullai room it was so funny especially the part of spencer & azlinah singing the song everyday!it was a big lol..funny..really enjoy that part.
-at first junior was rude but finally realised their mistakes so they repented and yah was greeted at last.
-to that someone:i'm not trying to prove anything but i just want to show you that my nose is perfect!LOL..hope you get the joke!

vesak day

2008-05-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

watch fated to love you
holiday was spend wisely..studying
headed to vivo with galfrens..study plus window shop..it was also sight-seeing for 'hot d...'!lol..it was fun though..didn't enjoy much..was kind of emo..wore all black..didn't noe why..just feeling lousy..somebody keep me happy pls..
headed back home after done with business..watch fated to love you show on youtube..it was so sad..i almost cry..couldn't take it..why must she suffer..whatever..its just a show..come on aminah..study no more shows..serious..
so worried for my 'o' level malay..i did so badly for common test..must buck up and pull my socks..its coming soon..jia yo minah..must persevere..

ps:i hate what i'm going through..i'm in a difficult position..troubled by problems..

day out to rp open house/mustaffa centre

2008-05-18T02:06:00.000-07:00

burst pics again
2 image of mi on the same day
i really love this

went to rp open house with rose,anis,az & izah..as normal someone have to be late..so took opportunity to shop at causeway & also eat..upon arriving at rp,it was so deserted as it was kind of late.headed for sight-seeing plus pictures time..took lots of pics..get a GREEN rp bag which contain a shirt inside!so yah..fulfil rose wish!headed to mustaffa centre next!went to accompany rose to buy stuffs..there it felt so uncomfortable when the people keep looking at my ....!so in the end i decided to where over the rp shirt over what I'm wearing!that really felt better!felt more secure.headed to eat next at a coffee shop nearby..we met az mum & dad..eat & gossip a lot..then i was so ANGRY at the uncle!when i was about i asked him where to pay so he show me at the counter there.then when i was about to get up he say that i was too heavy to stand up![rose,izah,anis lol]i was so embarrassed!irritating uncle!make mi lose my face!will never go that shop again!upon walking back to farrer park nel,we talk bot 'hot d----'!it was so hilarious..rose really made us laugh by saying that!but that was kindda of true..really enjoy myself a lot by lol ytd!thanks galfren for making my day!love u all..

happy birthday atiqah

2008-05-16T07:28:00.000-07:00

angels wanna be
e wanna be divas
love u gals

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQAH

hmm..enjoy today!
school normal except smt happen..to zul & khairil,i will try lah berbual dengan dia..i will listen to your advice..its hard but still..
headed home after skol with far,serene & redfish..so funny lah far..ahe disturb my neighbour dog!hai..she really belong to the family of animals..lol..
eat pizza for atiqah celebration but was kinda of dead..but don't worry sister,we love you!headed to vivo wif redfish & far!did lots of silly things..but it was fun..esp the taboo plus the 'beach'..it was so funny when the uncle sweet fall into the water when me & hon yu shouted th.....!we realy LOL super loud!that was so hilarious..i realli enjoy hanging out with galfrens..i love you all..you all make my day after so much i went through..thanks a lot galfrens..

ps:i need you by my side..but its impossible..secrets lying deep inside me!

2008-05-15T02:23:00.000-07:00

i lost my smiles

do you know that you have changed?
I'm hurt by your actions.its like why?I'm your friend and you have to hurt mi?i just can't believe it!I'm weak but am not the weakest loser OK!if you don't want to talk to me then don't!i don't need you in my life to live OK!you changed so drastically that i almost can't recognised you anymore!I'm moving on w/o u in my life!it hurts obviously but what can i say right?you have found someone new beside you and I'm invincible in your eyes..friendship that i thought could last end up this way!I'm beginning to fade away from your life..years of friendship just gone like that.the only option you left me now is to varnish from your sight!so what if i tear up?you will never understand the feeling that run deep inside me!

PS:hurt,really hurt

you cant buy happiness

2008-05-13T06:11:00.000-07:00

had a long day today!loves physics most!mr li very funny..he is so involve about physics..don't worry i will try my best!had intensive malay!was so tiring!but thanks cikgu for the ice kacang!it was kacangnicious!hahaha..ms mullai was funny!lol man!
btw i'm not in love!you must be kidding!i'm just too stress..you're the best GODMOTHER!you made my day!i did'n PS u ok!i did wait but was not fated!

CHANGE?
SHOULD I?
SHOULD I NOT?
PEEPS ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME!
I AM TRYING MY BEST TO COPE!
TRYING TO UNDERSTAND ME IS TIRING!
YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO!
I AM WHO I AM!
I NEED TIME I GUESS!
JUST WHEN I THINK ITS THE RIGHT TIME,IT HAS TO HAPPEN!
HOPES DASHED!
CONFLICT AGAIN!
I HATE IT!
WILL LEAD MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT!
I DON'T CARE OK!
GET IT?

PS:LOVES MS MULLAI[U ROX]
HATE THE WAY IT IS!I'M TO BE BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING AGAIN!

2008-05-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

had a fun day with galfren & ms rose!it was so wonderful..went to eat with

far,anis,imah & serene at KFC..smt interesting happen!far complaint!it was

cause my burger had this brown lettuce instead of green!in other words the

lettuce had gone bad!it was funny as far & serene told me to get my burger

changed cause they are worried for my weak stomach!then far jus asked 1 of

the auntie there and told them to change!

it was so funny!the way far present herself!lols!!!!but thanks..u all care

for my weak stomach!really appreciated!:) but i must really say that the

service there sucks!i will lodged a complain when I'm free!i must do it!

headed to library next!study & far teach me the possibility diagram!thanks

far now i understand how to do!

loves galfrens!

loves junior!

ps:i have changed..

i want it my way!

i don't care about you anymore!

muffins!!!

2008-05-10T06:40:00.000-07:00

it was muffinicious..
my mummy muffins[i made it]
we miss u!
its mothers day tml..so i was busy wif muffins..
thanks anis & imah!e advice for the muffins..
hope my mum like it!overall it was a success cause my dad & bro enjoy it!
me too was enjoying it!see the pic..4 of it went to our stomach!!
apart from muffins,i study today..i did English journal plus maths.read book too..
i'm working hard..well ytd forget to thanks ckg nad..thanks for the chocs.
thanks a lot to gordon too for teaching me PROBABILITY ytd!i know I'm slow but
thanks for being patience with me!
redfish we mis u!we realli do!naughty,naughty,naughty!mis ur laughter!
hang out with us when ur done with ur mid year kaes?

ps:i hate being controlled!
either put up with me or get out of my life!
i hate you scolding me!i feel so small ok!get it!

pics only..

2008-05-09T23:53:00.000-07:00

sisters

sick again!

2008-05-08T06:16:00.000-07:00

was sick today!
my gastric acts up again!
didn go to skol today!
i realli need a body check up!
gg this sat!
was feeling so sick that i feel like killing myself!
but i hav to endure the pain!
aminah u have to wait till sat!
did my history today!
apart from that jus rest,eat & sleep for the whole day!
i didn want to skip skol but it was realli pain!
feel so bad bot it!
but well i need time to recover!
waiting to be a healthy me again!

birthday day!

2008-05-06T06:50:00.000-07:00

random pic

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM,SERENE & SUTINAH!
I HATE LIARS!
STOP IT!
I DON'T LIKE RUMOURS!
I DON'T TRUST U ANYMORE!
HEARTLESS CREATURE!
PS:BEGINING TO LOSE THE REAL ME!

wonderful?

2008-05-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

<3
skol:
had a day full of .....
well had maths test..
was hard but i try my best..
lets leave it to fate then..
then dnt test too..was so shocking..
well don't think i can pass..
headed to workshop..
start on my base..turn out well..
then bell ring..headed to kitchen..
had a look at imah & izah cooking..
in e end,i help izah cook 1 of her dish.[it turn out well]
i also garnish all izah & imah dishes..i'm so creative..
then cooking ended.
took some pics..[was so hilarious]
hub:
saw randy & mushroom & 1 more guy!
then so move on!so jealous of them..
randy was funny man!hahax..
then they went home..
accompany serene 2 popular..
then headed home..
feelings:
y must it be today?
y must it be the same?
its just coincident!
don think too much into it!
i realli hate seeing the sight of it!
i'm changing slowly..
beginning to......
words cant describe..

new bag..

2008-05-04T05:52:00.001-07:00

bought a new ink bag!
thanks mum & dad!
today..study maths for the whole day!
i don't know why but i think that I'm taking your time away from her!
i think that we should not spend too much time together..
:(
the unhappiness in me is unspoken :(
i can only keep everything to myself :(
nobody out there that can make me trust them :(
loneliness is what I'm facing right now :(
i wish upon someone to break this hurdle for me :(
waiting upon a friend that i can share my problems to :(

PS:i'm waiting for a friend..

peace

2008-05-02T06:58:00.000-07:00

REDFISHH
NOISY PEOPLE!
E BEAUTIES!
E TRIOS!
MI BEING FORCE TO TAKE A PIC!
1st of al i want to say is that
lets stop fighting with each other!
pls move on and stay as frens!
i really hope that all of u in 5b will stop fighting wif each other!
i realli appreciate it!
to er yang really special thanks to you!
was so touched by your words![tears of joy in my eyes]
u are really a good bestfren!

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went to library after skol!
went with redfish,farhanah & nisha!
had a lot of fun!
NAUGHTY,NAUGHTY,NAUGHTY!
irritating man!hate it!but stil funny!
then went banquet & had dinner only for redfish/nisha!
we then chip in & share fries!
the guy very wat?he disturb redfish!don worry we will protect u!
then far went off!3 of us[window shop]
redfish was touching this dress on a model at e shop BUS STOP!
she accidentally pull down e dress & e model was exposed!
hahaha..it was so funny that we really lol!
i saw this cute guy on the 3rd level & i was on e 2nd level!
he super cute man!but well its jus sight-seeing for my eyes!
then went home!...........home sweet home!

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today during maths,i was teaching hazim & irfan VECTORS!
can u believe it?went actually i am lousy in maths!
but,i really teach them!then...
mr sim:aminah are u teaching them?
aminah:yah!
mr sim:wah!not bad hah!
aminah:yah.i want to prove to er yang that i can do it & beat him!
mr sim:ok!good!
i was happy cause mr sim praise mi!
random but true!

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get to noe smt!
was sadden by it but hav to stay cool!
wat i wan to say is that:
NOBODY'S PERFECT!
EVEN U HAVE YOUR FLAWS!
SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT MAN!
I BELIEVED IN KARMA!
CHILDISH BEHAVIOUR OF YOURS!
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!

moving on

2008-05-01T05:23:00.000-07:00

happy birthday wei xun!
yah u cant see it bot i hope u can feel it..
holiday..
stay at home
study maths & malay..
help mum & dad cook today..
was slacking too such as watching tv..
the show i watch was so romantic..
hahax..thats so mi..i love romantic movies..
but nisha ask mi to watch epic movies..
she say that romance is so boring must watch fighting shows..
i will try..it nt easy..
was also thinking bot stuffs..
realli felt tat i'm lonely..
i realli mis atiqah & nadia..
i'm so jealous that they move on..&
i'm still stuck in this skol..
but yeh,i will not give up!
i will work hard for my 'o' level..
lif ehave to move on..

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
oh..i'm declare broke..
so many people b'dae coming..
saving money!!!!!!

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u hav change..
i tot u will stil go back to mi!
but i was mistaken..
u hav move on wif ur life..
u hav someone new..
u cant see mi anymore..
i can only say tat i'm sad..
well i can onli say i need to move on..
no used waiting..
but i'm realli hurt by ur moves..
no used waiting aminah!
move on!
jia yo!
don give up!
now i will keep this problems aside..
studies come first..
i need to pass!
peeps:pls make mi happy cause i don noe wats happening to my life!
i can be happy..
i can be sad..
pls make mi smile..
don make mi cry..
now i'm getting so sensitive..
ur words & actions can hurt mi deeply!
so be gentle wif mi!
i will move on & try to be happy!
[my smile may not be a sincere one]

DISAPPOINTMENT!

2008-04-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

HEY PEEPS..
THIS IS MY BLOG..
Y R U FLOODING MY TAGBOAD WITH UR STUPID COMMENT!
IF UR UNHAPPY THEN **** OFF!
DON TAG!
UNREASONABLE!

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FRIENDS:
I'M NOT ANGRY WITH U ALL!
JUST DISAPPOINTED WITH SOME OF U!
I CAN BE PETTY AT TIMES CAUSE I'M A NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS WITH A HEART!
SO Y CANT I BE ANGRY?
FINALLY!SEEN UR TRUE COLOURS!
NOW I NOE WHO IS MY REAL FRIEND!
JUST CANT SEEM TO TRUST MY EYES!
5 YEARS SEEM SO LONG BUT YET SHORT TO UNDERSTAND A PERSON!

change

2008-04-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

i have change..
well went home ALONE today!
was in a bad mood..
cant believe that they PS mi!
it happened.
can't say anything.
just disappointment.
feeling pensive.
i will lead a lonely life if there is a need to!
i will do it alone!all by myself!
i do not need friends!
changing my life everyday!

wedding dinner pics..

2008-04-26T21:05:00.000-07:00

mi wif white & red roses :)
mi & bride
mi & kak gerl
mi & sis
mi & mum
she is so preety :)
mi & abg is
mi & aizat
mi & kak ajar
up on e stage
wif e bride & groom
in e cab
sis,mi,bro
hmm..
mi :)

a day of treat!

2008-04-26T00:34:00.000-07:00

25 april 2008..
this day is a day full of ups & down.
start wif class 5b!
5b..
i hope we all wil move on as a class..
don worry..
5b hav gone thru a lot 2gether..
i'm sure we will go thru tis obstacle!
mr sim words are so touching that most of us had tears in our eyes..
this means that most of us are understanding.
mr sim is right!
so 5b be strong ok!
lets go thru this hurdle as a class..

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hai..
i suddenly lost it after e story mr sim say!
was in a bad mood suddenly..
then offended some pp.
was nt intentional.
jus do not feel like talking!
so yah hope u guys will understand!

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swenson..
headed home ASAP from skol after ap!
then headed for vivo swenson!
seniors was late!later then the VIP!
reach & order food!i order steak!
was so delicious..then had giant earthquake..
wow..it looks so damn nice so do it taste delicious!
then surprise halimah & hong yu wif cake!
it was some touching moments for both of them!
hope they like the present!
then mr siva ask if we wanna watch movie?
obviously YAH!since its free!
we all watch superheroes..
OMG!IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUNNY LAH!
WE REALLI LOL IN E CINEMA!
but the show is kind of horny!which should be rated!
but all e youngster enjoy it?can u believe it?& in e cinema far laugh e loudest..
so irritating lah..hahax..then mi & anselm gossip bot her a litle bit!
but overall realli had fun!
thanks mr siva & ms rose!
it was once in a lifetime treat!
will upload e photos when i have it!
now getting ready for dinner at hotel..
update tml or at night..
bye peeps..realli enjoy it a lot..had fun ytd!

lHAPPY BIRTHDAY HALIMAH!

2008-04-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALIMAH!
I LOVE U SO MUCH!
HOPE U LOVE MY CARD!
btw i had a happy day today!
start the day with a sad face..
but school changes everything..
English lessons were so funny!
didn study much!
just that chit chat..
zul & er yang were so hilarious..
we were chatting like nobody business..
then had PE..
it was the best PE ever!
i play soccer with the malay guy & some sec 1 boys..
know wat?
I WAS PLAYING SO HAPPILY THAT I KICK THE BALL AT THE SEC 1 GUY FACE
& IT HIT THE GUY SPECS..I WAS SO SHOCK THAT I DID THAT.[SO NOT MI]
WHEN I ASK IF HE WAS OK HE SAID THAT HE'S OK & YAH ITS PART OF THE GAME!
THAT WAS SO NOBLE OF HIM!LOLS..THEN I PLAYED DEFENDER..
BELIEVE IT OR NOT!I KICK THE BALL THAT WAS APPROACHING SO HIGH THAT IT
WENT TO THE OTHER HALF OF THE FIELD.I WAS SO STRONG!I'M SO PROUD OF
MYSELF.I CAN PLAY SOCCER!HAHAX..BUT IT WAS REALLy FUN!
then after school went out with
farhanah,serene & calvin!
we eat & bought some stuffs..
it was so funny..
TODAY calvin & serene found out that they can buy $0.50 cheese at KFC!
so cute lah their reaction!
was happy..
had a lot of fun with u guys..
thanks peep!
love it!

thank u!

2008-04-22T04:34:00.000-07:00

today was happy..
apart from e unhappiness i was super happy!
today was e first time i know how to do a maths qns that almost everyone cant do!
MR SIM WAS IMPRESS BY THAT!
OBVIOUSLY I WAS HAPPY!
DO U NOE HOW RARE IS TAT?
then he ask
mr sim:class any qns u want to clarify?
aminah:yah
mr sim:which qns?
aminah:8biii)
mr sim:cant u say Qns 8b part 3 instead?
then some of them like er yang & jj
say i ACT CUTE!
wth!!!
it was nt acting cute..
its ok cause i noe they all joking..
but realli was happy that i could do my maths..
for the first time!
aminah..
i have decided that i wan to work hard..
i wan concentrate on my 'o' level & pass.
jia yo..
work hard..
u can do it..
peeps..thanks to al that motivate mi!
push mi harder ok!
i cannot slack anymore!
thanks to all that care for mi!
realli appreciate u all..
don worry i will be happy..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REDDFISHHH!
THANK U OK!
<3..

TREASURE THOSE NEAR U BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!

2008-04-22T01:08:00.000-07:00

i'm hurt by your actions!
but i'm moving on..
trying very hard getting this out of my head!
it hurts..
but what can i do?
i just feel that i am not ur fren in need!
wen u don need mi u jus cast mi aside!
its hard for mi to just forget everything by 1 day..
i need time..
so u cant expect mi to immediately talk to u!
time will prove it.
hurt?
who cares right?
moving on..
[i realli am hurt by ur words!]
the only thing i can do now is study!
that is how i get it out of my head!

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friends
i tot i hav them/u
but nobody is there for mi wen i need them/u!
I USED TO TRUST U!
I BELIEVE U!
BUT NOW U HAVE CHANGE!
U HAVE NEW FRIENDS!
I'M CAST ASIDE!
U FORGET ABOUT MI!
WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE MY TROUBLES,WHERE WERE U?
U LEFT MI CRYING ALONE!
THAT WAS HOW SAD & HURT I WAS!
i must realli say that true frens are hard to come by!
still waiting for the one!
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love
can i trust u?
will u be there for mi when i need u?
can u lend mi ur shoulder to cry on?
i'm still thinking..
ARE U THE ONE?
don wan rush a decision..
taking my time to realise..

PS : TRUE FRIENDS ARE HARD TO COME BY!
TREASURE THOSE NEAR U!
BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!

relax..& enjoy!

2008-04-19T07:43:00.000-07:00

i love myself :)
i have change e way i am now!
with or w/o smile?

well..had a whole day to cool down!
decided not to vexed over those people!
no used right?
as if they care?
so why should i bother?
should not waste my time!
so i free myself from all the troubles..
went out with my family!
i was happy!
my family rox..

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I HAVE DECIDED THAT I WANT TO CHANGE!
I WANT TO CHANGE TO A HUMAN BEING THAT CAN'T BE PUSHED AROUND!
I WANT PEOPLE TO TREAT ME EQUALLY!
I WANT TO BE MYSELF!
I WILL NOT LET PEOPLE CONTROL MY LIFE!
I WILL NOT LET PEOPLE JUDGE ME!
I WILL NOT BE A SLAVE TO ANYONE!
I WILL BE AMINAH THAT IS HERSELF & NOT IN DISGUISE!
I WILL LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT!

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i think that u have change!
u change like nobody business!
i feel like you are a complete stranger!
people change & i must really say that it happen to you!
you treat me just like a stranger!
so don't blame me for being mean!
it begin with you & not me!

ps: i will change!i promise..

**** OFF!

2008-04-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

I HATE IT!
JUS SHUT UP!
I'M SUPER ANGRY!
PLANNER?
Y DON U DO IT URSELF!
I'M NT UR BLODDY MAID!
**** OFF!
I SIMPLY HATE IT LAH!
CAL MI SENSITIVE IF U WAN!
CAUSE EVERYTHING I DO SUX RIGHT!
THEN JUS **** OFF LAH!
CANCEL OR NT IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS!
U ALL CAN JUS **** OFF!
THERE WILL NEVER BE A NEXT TIME!
TRUST MI!
I'M A HUMAN BEING WIF A HEART!
NT AN ANIMAL THAT U ALL CAN PUSH AROUND!
DO I SEEM LIKE I'M YOUR DOG?
DAMN IT!
HATE IT!
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'M THIS
ANGRY!
NO MOOD TO TALK BOT OTHERS THINGS..
JUS HATE IT!

PS : U ALL CAN **** OFF!I'M SUPER ANGRY..

gastric pain :(

2008-04-15T23:33:00.000-07:00

was sick for two days..
yesterday & today!
had 2 days mc!
had a terrible gastric..
doctor says stress was part of e reason i fall sick..
hai..maybe so..
was too stress thinking bot too much stuffs..
will learnt to manage my time well..
was so boring staying at home!

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to mr J..
its cause of u i fall sick..
i shed tears for u!
its nt worth it!
u r jus a jerk!
i will forget bot u!
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shut up!
stay away from mi!
cant..
will not..
let fate decide..

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i noe its a big secret..
i will not tell anyone..
but i cant resist u anymore..
u jus seems to be in my mind..
seems to like u!

ps:cant like u!
:( memories is all i have..