DISAPPOINTMENT!

HEY PEEPS..
THIS IS MY BLOG..
Y R U FLOODING MY TAGBOAD WITH UR STUPID COMMENT!
IF UR UNHAPPY THEN **** OFF!
DON TAG!
UNREASONABLE!

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FRIENDS:
I'M NOT ANGRY WITH U ALL!
JUST DISAPPOINTED WITH SOME OF U!
I CAN BE PETTY AT TIMES CAUSE I'M A NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS WITH A HEART!
SO Y CANT I BE ANGRY?
FINALLY!SEEN UR TRUE COLOURS!
NOW I NOE WHO IS MY REAL FRIEND!
JUST CANT SEEM TO TRUST MY EYES!
5 YEARS SEEM SO LONG BUT YET SHORT TO UNDERSTAND A PERSON!

yours truly;

change

i have change..
well went home ALONE today!
was in a bad mood..
cant believe that they PS mi!
it happened.
can't say anything.
just disappointment.
feeling pensive.
i will lead a lonely life if there is a need to!
i will do it alone!all by myself!
i do not need friends!
changing my life everyday!

yours truly;

wedding dinner pics..

mi wif white & red roses :)
mi & bride
mi & kak gerl
mi & sis
mi & mum
she is so preety :)
mi & abg is
mi & aizat
mi & kak ajar
up on e stage
wif e bride & groom
in e cab
sis,mi,bro
hmm..
mi :)

yours truly;

a day of treat!

25 april 2008..
this day is a day full of ups & down.
start wif class 5b!
5b..
i hope we all wil move on as a class..
don worry..
5b hav gone thru a lot 2gether..
i'm sure we will go thru tis obstacle!
mr sim words are so touching that most of us had tears in our eyes..
this means that most of us are understanding.
mr sim is right!
so 5b be strong ok!
lets go thru this hurdle as a class..

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hai..
i suddenly lost it after e story mr sim say!
was in a bad mood suddenly..
then offended some pp.
was nt intentional.
jus do not feel like talking!
so yah hope u guys will understand!

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swenson..
headed home ASAP from skol after ap!
then headed for vivo swenson!
seniors was late!later then the VIP!
reach & order food!i order steak!
was so delicious..then had giant earthquake..
wow..it looks so damn nice so do it taste delicious!
then surprise halimah & hong yu wif cake!
it was some touching moments for both of them!
hope they like the present!
then mr siva ask if we wanna watch movie?
obviously YAH!since its free!
we all watch superheroes..
OMG!IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUNNY LAH!
WE REALLI LOL IN E CINEMA!
but the show is kind of horny!which should be rated!
but all e youngster enjoy it?can u believe it?& in e cinema far laugh e loudest..
so irritating lah..hahax..then mi & anselm gossip bot her a litle bit!
but overall realli had fun!
thanks mr siva & ms rose!
it was once in a lifetime treat!
will upload e photos when i have it!
now getting ready for dinner at hotel..
update tml or at night..
bye peeps..realli enjoy it a lot..had fun ytd!

yours truly;

lHAPPY BIRTHDAY HALIMAH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALIMAH!
I LOVE U SO MUCH!
HOPE U LOVE MY CARD!
btw i had a happy day today!
start the day with a sad face..
but school changes everything..
English lessons were so funny!
didn study much!
just that chit chat..
zul & er yang were so hilarious..
we were chatting like nobody business..
then had PE..
it was the best PE ever!
i play soccer with the malay guy & some sec 1 boys..
know wat?
I WAS PLAYING SO HAPPILY THAT I KICK THE BALL AT THE SEC 1 GUY FACE
& IT HIT THE GUY SPECS..I WAS SO SHOCK THAT I DID THAT.[SO NOT MI]
WHEN I ASK IF HE WAS OK HE SAID THAT HE'S OK & YAH ITS PART OF THE GAME!
THAT WAS SO NOBLE OF HIM!LOLS..THEN I PLAYED DEFENDER..
BELIEVE IT OR NOT!I KICK THE BALL THAT WAS APPROACHING SO HIGH THAT IT
WENT TO THE OTHER HALF OF THE FIELD.I WAS SO STRONG!I'M SO PROUD OF
MYSELF.I CAN PLAY SOCCER!HAHAX..BUT IT WAS REALLy FUN!
then after school went out with
farhanah,serene & calvin!
we eat & bought some stuffs..
it was so funny..
TODAY calvin & serene found out that they can buy $0.50 cheese at KFC!
so cute lah their reaction!
was happy..
had a lot of fun with u guys..
thanks peep!
love it!

yours truly;

thank u!

today was happy..
apart from e unhappiness i was super happy!
today was e first time i know how to do a maths qns that almost everyone cant do!
MR SIM WAS IMPRESS BY THAT!
OBVIOUSLY I WAS HAPPY!
DO U NOE HOW RARE IS TAT?
then he ask
mr sim:class any qns u want to clarify?
aminah:yah
mr sim:which qns?
aminah:8biii)
mr sim:cant u say Qns 8b part 3 instead?
then some of them like er yang & jj
say i ACT CUTE!
wth!!!
it was nt acting cute..
its ok cause i noe they all joking..
but realli was happy that i could do my maths..
for the first time!
aminah..
i have decided that i wan to work hard..
i wan concentrate on my 'o' level & pass.
jia yo..
work hard..
u can do it..
peeps..thanks to al that motivate mi!
push mi harder ok!
i cannot slack anymore!
thanks to all that care for mi!
realli appreciate u all..
don worry i will be happy..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REDDFISHHH!
THANK U OK!
<3..

yours truly;

TREASURE THOSE NEAR U BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!

i'm hurt by your actions!
but i'm moving on..
trying very hard getting this out of my head!
it hurts..
but what can i do?
i just feel that i am not ur fren in need!
wen u don need mi u jus cast mi aside!
its hard for mi to just forget everything by 1 day..
i need time..
so u cant expect mi to immediately talk to u!
time will prove it.
hurt?
who cares right?
moving on..
[i realli am hurt by ur words!]
the only thing i can do now is study!
that is how i get it out of my head!

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friends
i tot i hav them/u
but nobody is there for mi wen i need them/u!
I USED TO TRUST U!
I BELIEVE U!
BUT NOW U HAVE CHANGE!
U HAVE NEW FRIENDS!
I'M CAST ASIDE!
U FORGET ABOUT MI!
WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE MY TROUBLES,WHERE WERE U?
U LEFT MI CRYING ALONE!
THAT WAS HOW SAD & HURT I WAS!
i must realli say that true frens are hard to come by!
still waiting for the one!
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love
can i trust u?
will u be there for mi when i need u?
can u lend mi ur shoulder to cry on?
i'm still thinking..
ARE U THE ONE?
don wan rush a decision..
taking my time to realise..

PS : TRUE FRIENDS ARE HARD TO COME BY!
TREASURE THOSE NEAR U!
BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!

yours truly;

relax..& enjoy!

i love myself :)
i have change e way i am now!
with or w/o smile?



well..had a whole day to cool down!
decided not to vexed over those people!
no used right?
as if they care?
so why should i bother?
should not waste my time!
so i free myself from all the troubles..
went out with my family!
i was happy!
my family rox..

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I HAVE DECIDED THAT I WANT TO CHANGE!
I WANT TO CHANGE TO A HUMAN BEING THAT CAN'T BE PUSHED AROUND!
I WANT PEOPLE TO TREAT ME EQUALLY!
I WANT TO BE MYSELF!
I WILL NOT LET PEOPLE CONTROL MY LIFE!
I WILL NOT LET PEOPLE JUDGE ME!
I WILL NOT BE A SLAVE TO ANYONE!
I WILL BE AMINAH THAT IS HERSELF & NOT IN DISGUISE!
I WILL LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT!

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i think that u have change!
u change like nobody business!
i feel like you are a complete stranger!
people change & i must really say that it happen to you!
you treat me just like a stranger!
so don't blame me for being mean!
it begin with you & not me!

ps: i will change!i promise..

yours truly;

**** OFF!

I HATE IT!
JUS SHUT UP!
I'M SUPER ANGRY!
PLANNER?
Y DON U DO IT URSELF!
I'M NT UR BLODDY MAID!
**** OFF!
I SIMPLY HATE IT LAH!
CAL MI SENSITIVE IF U WAN!
CAUSE EVERYTHING I DO SUX RIGHT!
THEN JUS **** OFF LAH!
CANCEL OR NT IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS!
U ALL CAN JUS **** OFF!
THERE WILL NEVER BE A NEXT TIME!
TRUST MI!
I'M A HUMAN BEING WIF A HEART!
NT AN ANIMAL THAT U ALL CAN PUSH AROUND!
DO I SEEM LIKE I'M YOUR DOG?
DAMN IT!
HATE IT!
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'M THIS
ANGRY!
NO MOOD TO TALK BOT OTHERS THINGS..
JUS HATE IT!

PS : U ALL CAN **** OFF!I'M SUPER ANGRY..

yours truly;

gastric pain :(

was sick for two days..
yesterday & today!
had 2 days mc!
had a terrible gastric..
doctor says stress was part of e reason i fall sick..
hai..maybe so..
was too stress thinking bot too much stuffs..
will learnt to manage my time well..
was so boring staying at home!

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to mr J..
its cause of u i fall sick..
i shed tears for u!
its nt worth it!
u r jus a jerk!
i will forget bot u!
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shut up!
stay away from mi!
cant..
will not..
let fate decide..

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i noe its a big secret..
i will not tell anyone..
but i cant resist u anymore..
u jus seems to be in my mind..
seems to like u!



ps:cant like u!
:( memories is all i have..

yours truly;

tears rolling down..

today had a bad day!
nothing goes right..
d&t was doing practical..
was so tiring cause had to do multiple layers..
then went see ms rose after skol..
chat a litle bit til consultation start.
talk with jenny during ss consultation..
we talk more than we listen..expected cause was so boring..


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was very sad today..
cant concentrate..
jus could nt stop thinking bot _!
still taking my time..
cant laugh like i used to..
cant smile like i used to..
i think i need to relax..

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begining to think of someone!
i noe i cant..
u r like a ________ to mi!
cant like u!
tats final..
will make a decision soon..

yours truly;

smile or cry..

watch online movie today
FATED TO FALL IN LOVE..
it was so romantic..but it was nt a ful version..
so had to wait for a new version to come up!
watching the show have left tears rolling down my cheeks..
it was kind of sad but yet a cute love story..
it left mi thinking bot HIM!
then i become PENSIVE!
well it means sad thoughts..
btw its amselm who teach mi this word..
thanks anselm for comforting mi ytd..
it helps a lot..
tats e diff between guys & girls..
e comforting words they express are different..
but still thanks to my sisters also for cheering mi up!
& yah..i cook today!
pancake! i make them..
lovely & appetizing..
far must be jealous..hahax..
don worry i will make one 4 u!
or we could make 2gether..
seriously i wish u were here..
but sad cant..
well..it turn out ok!
but some turn out burn..
some look like prata..
but it was tasty
tats important..
but was so delicious..
i make myself..
so proud of myself..
had one wif golden syrup..
another one wif ice-cream..
marvelous job minah..
love myself..


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to mr J...
maybe there is fate
to think tat we actualli met wif
each other for e 5th time..
1st-at e library..
2nd-at mac..
3rd-at amk hub interchange
4th-HTA
5th-amk central
i noe its too much of coincident..
in a year..tats too much for both of us..
but i guess lets jus leave it to fate..
cause of u..i'm feeling PENSIVE!
will jus move on..
aminah will be moving on!
it hurts being ignored..
but i will .................
inside it hurts so much..
sad..
hurt..

yours truly;

mr J..

had a long tiring day today..
had a math test which i don wish to tok bot..
after skol went PIZZA HUT wif
JENNY,SHINE,SHU WEN,PRIS,HALIMAH & NISHANTHI..
had great fun eating 2gether..
then went library wif imah & nisha..
supposed to study but end up toking instead..
enjoy it lah..then went to meet far at popular..
imah then went home..3 of us then went banquet 2 eat..
over there saw a FREAKING HOT MALAY GUY..
he was so cool lah..so swit somemore..
keep looking at him..& wen he wanted to leave e place
he smile..hahax..was so happy to see him smile lah..
ITS SUPER DUPER SWIT OF HIM!..then tok bot PYRANA!
MI & NISHA call far pyrana cause she like them who
loves to eat..she eats everything..isn't them identical?
we then keep laughing non-stop lah toking bot pyrana..
lols..after far finished eating..we went to this fashion
& try clothes..so funny lah..some were ugly..hahax
even took photos..then decided to try clothes at top 20!
wen walking saw him..
i was so sad to see him i don noe y..
i try very hard forgetting him but y?........
still continue to put on a fake smile...
try 2 endure but jus cant seems to do it..
jus feel so low after meeting him!
y do i feel tis way?
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i will try to cheer up!
Don worry bot mi!
thanks for cheering mi up..
but i guess i need time!
time will heal wounds i guess..

love:far & nisha
realli enjoy spending time wif u all lah..
thanks so much..

yours truly;

being chased by beetle!

was a moody day for mi!
did nothing much..
in e morning was in a bad mood..
don wanna tok bot it..its a long story..
during ss..tok bot pinky..so funny lah..
its a secret btw mi,el,nis..it was so hilarious..
had fun massaging each other..then al & nis
drewn my arms..& lots of people says tat it was tatoo..
then headed to kitchen..had recess there..
there was sambal fish wif mixed vege..
was so delicious..nt onli was it free but was
much better than e skol canteen food..
had fun toking 2 ms lesa,ms rose & cikgu shaiful..
then headed 4 chem test..was diff 4 mi..i think i will flop
tis test..don wanna tok bot it..
attended assembly..was a stupid naggy long tok!boring..
then e most exciting thing was a metal thinggi fall from e 2 story
2 e first story..it almost hits amksian..but fortunately did nt..
everyone was saved..then went to canteen 2 take a quick bite..
had mly oral..was so nice of e mly guys to wait for mi!
so random!they were also damn funny lah..make mi laugh..lol
i think i can improve my mly oral..then went 4 dnt..
used tablet pc..then headed to hady nirza stall..
went there wif imah & nis.eat gado2..was full..then
headed home..at home bath..bla..bla..
at night..was chased by a beetle..
it started flyinf around then chase after mi..
now wearing earpiece in my ear w/o being plug in..
jus don wan e bettle to get into my ears..
hilarious but true..
i'm scared of flying things..


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hate e way my life is!
hate being controlled by people..
let mi tell u:I WILL DECIDE WAT I WANNA DO!
i will lead e way i wan my life 2 be!
aminah is aminah..
don force mi to do nasty things..
i'm trying my best to endure..

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yours truly;

its hazy..

imah its nt ur eyes..
it is really hazy..
& e newspaper says tat it is more worse
than last year..
so its e haze..nt ur eyes or e sun..
yeah..finally can upload photos..
PE lesson..i was so happy..
ran 2 round wif jenny & az..
thanks jenny 4 ur motivation..
i love u lots..& also thanks 4 sharing ur
secrets wif mi..don worry u can trust mi!
badminton was so funny..hahax
far killed a snail..poor snail..
farhanah is a murderer..
she is a killer..
lols..
loves u peeps..

yours truly;

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