Wednesday, September 10, 2008
painful memories of getting scalded by hot water despair something happen to me!painful memories.. getting scalded by the hot water!ouch..hurts!! will not elaborate more.. went to see doctor and declare that i have a slight fever! was shocked to hear that! thought that i was just a bit unwell & in pain! whatever it is i must say that I'm INDEPENDENT! went to see the doctor alone!was the first time. well medicine & lotion to recover these 3 days! Saturday must recover! i believe i can! wifey:i love u man!thanks for the support all this while! nishanthi:thanks for accompany me plus the free :)!enjoy it & love it bestie! jenny:thanks for ur concern!will take care kay!it will be only the 2 of us kay! faizah:yes..i will listen to ur advice!thanks! halimah:its purely fate i guess to be so unlucky!but smt gd will come out of it! sometimes it hurts to learnt about the truth but well i have to face it!suffering deep inside but only i know what is best for me!moving with the waves of the oceans.slowly but eventually i will forget all those painful memories.time will heal the wounds lying deep inside mi!trust need to be rebuilt when it is lost but as for now trust is a word that is not included in my dictionary.it hurts but i still have others even if i have lost u forever!let fate decide if i should still hang on to the friendship?a leopard never change its spot i guess..its all bullshit! |